10 lb Penalty - Dick Francis [72]
Why run it, I thought? I happily took the ride and plugged away, and the horse finished third. Delighted, the farmer put me up again, and although I never actually won for him, I got handed around to his friends like a box of chocolates, and cantered down to a start somewhere most Saturdays.
It wasn’t the same without Sarah’s Future, but I wasn’t ready to try to replace him, even if I could have afforded it. One day, I thought. Perhaps. When I’d paid off the installments on a car.
I had rationalized my liking for speed. Taking intoxicating risks was normal in growing up. Warrior genes were inbred: it was necessary to fight the birch fences and the ski slopes, perhaps, in lieu of war.
Nearing Christmas, my father said we’d been invited to a reception at No. 10 Downing Street—himself, Polly and I—for the customary jolly given by the current prime minister to the members of his Cabinet and their families.
Polly wore a reasonable dress and my father hired a chauffeur, and the Juliards in good formation walked through the famous front door.
Staff greeted my father as one who belonged there. Polly had been through the portals before, but I couldn’t help but feel awed as I trod through the crimson-walled entrance hall over the black-and-white squared floor and through into the inner hall and up the historic staircase in a river of other guests. The brilliant yellow staircase wall, going up around a central well, was hung with portraits of all the past prime ministers; and I knew from the friendly way he looked at them that my father would try his best to join them one of these days.
Never mind that there were about twenty other Cabinet ministers with the same dream, let alone all the “shadow” ministers in the opposition: one never got to hang on that wall without ambition.
The reception was chattering away in the large formal area upstairs known as the pillared drawing room. (It had pillars. Two.)
We were greeted sweetly by Mrs. Prime Minister—her husband was bound to arrive shortly—and were wafted onwards to trays of filled glasses and tiny Christmassy mince pies surrounded with holly.
I no longer asked annoyingly for Diet Coke. I drank the prime ministerial champagne and liked it.
I knew almost no one, of course, even by sight. Polly kept me in tow for a while, though her husband had drifted away as if on wheels, greeting and laughing and making no enemies. Polly could identify all the Cabinet after eighteen months with my father, but knew none of them—as Orinda would have done—as “daaahling.”
The prime minister did arrive (he was bound to, after all) and my father saw to it that the great man shook Polly’s hand with warm recognition and mine with at least a show of interest.
“You win races, don’t you?” he asked, brow furrowed.
“Er ... sometimes,” I said weakly.
He nodded. “Your father’s proud of you.”
I did, I suppose, look astounded. The prime minister, a gently rounded man with a steel handshake, gave me an ironic smile as he passed to the next group, and my father didn’t know whether or not to call him a liar.
Dearest Polly squeezed my arm. “George doesn’t say he’s proud of you. He just certainly sounds it.”
“That makes us equal.”
“You really are a dear boy, Benedict.”
“And I love you, too,” I said.
My father’s attention had purposefully wandered. “You see that man over there?”
There were about twenty men “over there.”
Polly said, “Do you mean that one with flat white hair and circular eyes? The Home Secretary?”
“Yes, dearest. But I meant the one he’s talking to. The one who’s looking presidential and suitable for high office. He’s Hudson Hurst.”
Polly shook her head. “Surely not. Hudson Hurst has an oiled black ponytail and one of those silly little black mustache-and-beard combinations that frame a man’s mouth and distract you from what he’s saying.”
“Not anymore.” My father smiled, but not with joy. “Someone must have persuaded Hudson Hurst that the topiary work was a political no-no. He’s cut off the hair and shaved off the beard. What you see now are the unadorned petulant lips of