A Heartbeat Away - Michael Palmer [134]
“They tested on me,” he said. “The lady in a white suit, like a spaceman, I mean spacewoman, sprayed stuff in my face. She injected me, too. And almost every day, she drew blood outta my arm.”
“Did she tell you what it was she injected?”
“Said it would help me get clean off drugs,” Davis said. “But it didn’t take the cravin’s away none. Once I heard her and that fake asshole monk talking about burnin’ bodies. But the police didn’t think much of my report, like I told you. That Chinawoman and the monk are the ones what should be sittin’ here, not me.”
“Did they do any other experiments on you?”
“She asked me stuff.”
“What kind of stuff?”
Davis thought for a beat.
“She gave me a stack of cards,” he began. “Each card had a number on it, from one to ten, or sometimes a shape, like a star or a circle. Then she’d tell me to pick up a card and study it. I weren’t allowed to show her the number, see, but she asked me what it was. Sometimes she told me that I had to lie about it, like if I had a four, I’d tell her it was a seven, or something. You see?”
“Go on,” Griff said. “You’re doing great.”
“But then she’d ask me if I was lyin’ to her. Well, of course I were lyin’ to her,” Davis said with a laugh. “She told me to. That were the instruction. But here’s the rub—the real weird part. Sometimes, she said to me that if I admitted to lyin’ about the number, she’d burn my arm with a solderin’ iron.”
“So you were supposed to tell her that you weren’t lying about your card number, even though you did.”
“That’s right,” Davis said. “Simple. No, I’m not lyin’, it’s really a seven, so don’t burn me.”
“And what happened when she asked if you were lying?”
“I was sort of woozy—half asleep, if you know what I mean. But I do know that I told her the truth. I mean the real truth. I admitted to her when I ’uz lyin’, and I admitted to her when I weren’t.”
Davis looked down at his cigarette, clearly upset at what he was remembering.
“You admitted to lying even though it meant you’d get burned?”
Davis turned his wiry arms over and showed Griff a series of crisscross scars that covered both forearms and extended nearly up to his biceps. The scars were almost certainly burns. Griff felt his stomach turn and his heart begin to race.
This was it!
“Did you even try to lie to her?”
“Every time,” Davis admitted. “I knew how bad that damn iron burned. But she’d ask me, ‘Johnny Ray, tell the truth now. Are you lyin’ to me about that number?’ Sometimes, I’d shake my head no, but then I’d answer yes. And then she’d burn me. And we did it over and over again.”
Davis, clearly distressed by the memories, asked the guard for another smoke.
Griff could only stare at him. Not only did he survive his WRX3883 exposure, but the virus in his body had actually worked on the will center. For all of Chen’s shortcomings, the test she had devised was truly brilliant—brilliant and elegantly simple. Johnny Ray Davis lacked the willpower to lie, even though he knew the consequence of telling the truth would be extreme pain.
Then Griff felt a knot developing in his gut. He knew that he desperately needed this man’s blood. He needed to study it, to figure out what had allowed him to live when all the others had died. But he also knew using Davis’s serum would be tantamount to the most egregious violation of his own code. He had committed his life’s work to testing on computer models, not animals. But Orion kept failing him, and time was running out. To make his program work, he needed to feed it better data. And the data that he needed was coursing through the arteries and veins of the man seated across from him.
Did it matter that Johnny Ray Davis was a convicted double murderer? Did it matter that Griff wasn’t the one who had exposed him to the virus and tested its effects? Sooner or later, every drug intended for use in humans or animals needed to be tried in humans or animals. Where should the line be drawn?
Help me, Louisa. Help