A Man Could Stand Up - Ford Madox Ford [19]
Miss Wanostrocht was asking:
'Aren't there Institutions...Military Sanatoria...for cases precisely like that of this Captain Tietjens? It appears to be the war that has broken him down, not merely evil living.'
'It's precisely,' Valentine said, 'because of that that one should want...shouldn't one...Because it's because of the War...'
The sentence would not finish itself.
Miss Wanostrocht said:
'I thought...It has been represented to me...that you were a Pacifist. Of an extreme type!'
It had given Valentine a turn--like the breaking out of sweat in a case of fever--to hear the name, coldly: 'Captain Tietjens,' for it was like a release. She had been irrationally determined that hers should not be the first tongue to utter that name.
And apparently from her tone Miss Wanostrocht was prepared to detest that Captain Tietjens. Perhaps she detested him already.
She was beginning to say:
'If one is an extreme Pacifist because one cannot bear to think of the sufferings of men, isn't that a precise reason why one should wish that a poor devil, all broken up...'
But Miss Wanostrocht had begun one of her own long sentences. Their voices went on together, like trains dragging along ballast--disagreeably, Miss Wanstrocht's organ, however, won out with the words:
'...behaved very badly indeed.'
Valentine said hotly:
'You ought not to believe anything of the sort--on the strength of anything said by a woman like Lady Mac-master.'
Miss Wanostrocht appeared to have been brought to a complete stop: she leaned forward in her chair; her mouth was a little open. And Valentine said: 'Thank Goodness!' to herself.
She had to have a moment to herself to digest what had the air of being new evidence of the baseness of Edith Ethel; she felt herself to be infuriated in regions of her own being that she hardly knew. That seemed to her to be a littleness in herself. She had not thought that she had been at little as that. It ought not to matter what people said of you. She was perfectly accustomed to think of Edith Ehel as telling whole crowds of people very bad things about her, Valentine Wannop. But there was about this a recklessness that was hardly believable. To tell an unknown person, encountered by chance on the telephone, derogatory facts about a third party who might be expected to come to the telephone herself in a minute or two--and, not only that--who must in all probability hear what had been said very soon after, from the first listener...That was surely a recklessness of evil-speaking that almost outpassed sanity...Or else it betrayed a contempt for her, Valentine Wannop, and what she could do in the way of reprisals that was extremely hard to bear!
She said suddenly to Miss Wanostrocht:
'Look here! Are you speaking to me as a friend to my father's daughter or as a Headmistress to a Physical Instructor?'
A certain amount of blood came into the lady's pinkish features. She had certainly been ruffled when Valentine had permitted her voice to sound so long alongside her own; for, although Valentine knew next to nothing about the Head's likes or dislikes she had once or twice before seen her evince marked distaste on being interrupted in one of her formal sentences.
Miss Wanostrocht said with a certain coldness:
'I'm speaking at present...I'm allowing myself the liberty--as a much older woman--in the capacity of a friend of your father. I have been, in short, trying to recall to you all that you owe to yourself as being an example of his training!'
Involuntarily Valentine's lips formed themselves for a low whistle of incredulity. She said to herself:
'By Jove! I am in the middle of a nasty affair...This is a sort of professional cross-examination.'
'I am in a way glad,' the lady was now continuing, 'that you take that line...I mean of defending Mrs Tietjens with such heat against Lady Macmaster. Lady Macmaster appears to dislike Mrs Tietjens, but I am bound to say that she appears to be in the right of it. I mean of her dislike. Lady Macmaster is a serious personality, and even on her public record