A Pale Horse - Charles Todd [11]
Frances, beside him, had been brittle, her laughter forced, her smile too bright. Rutledge began to wonder if there had been more to Simon Barrington’s departure for Scotland than met the eye—or that Frances had been prepared to confide.
The Farnums, thank God, had been their usual cheerful selves, and Maryanne Browning seemed to revive in the warmth of conviviality. Widowhood had been a blow. Like most women of her upbringing, she’d relied on Peter for everything, and suddenly faced with taking charge of her own life and fortunes when Peter dropped dead in the second influenza epidemic, she had been at a loss to know how to begin. There had been no time to prepare, to learn how certain things were done, how to cope with lawyers and bankers and men of business. Peter had done all that. He should by rights still be here to lift the burden from her. The struggle had taken its toll, though to her credit Maryanne had never shirked her duty. That too had been part of her upbringing—to accept duty and responsibility, however difficult or distasteful they might be.
Frances had been right about this evening, a much-needed palliative for her.
He recalled his question to Frances—was this a matchmaking attempt, including him in the gathering? But it seemed to be the farthest thing from Maryanne’s mind. She treated Rutledge like the friend he was, Peter’s friend, and therefore someone to trust and turn to but not to consider romantically. A brother that Peter had never had. Consequently, he returned the compliment and treated her in much the same way he treated Frances, although without the worry that she would see through him as his sister did. Maryanne was not in Frances’s league when it came to reading people.
Without a conscious shift in thought, he found himself recalling that Meredith Channing never spoke of her late husband. He had no idea how she had mourned him, or what gaps he had left in her life. That innate composure seldom cracked far enough to show the woman inside.
Images of Meredith Channing as he’d first met her on the eve of the new year, when she’d conducted an amusing séance for Maryanne Browning and her guests, had stayed with him. She had known more about him than he’d felt comfortable with, and her voice was mesmerizing, soft and melodious and warm. Her eyes held secrets that he with all his experience couldn’t fathom. But she had stood by him when they met again in Northamptonshire, and he had been forced to trust her then.
She made no reference to that during the dinner, greeting him as a friend of friends and giving no indication she had seen him deal with murderers.
At one point under cover of the laughter surrounding them, she had said quietly, “I hope you are well.” It was a statement, not a question, as if she already knew the answer.
“Well enough. It was a long day.” He couldn’t for the life of him understand why he had added that, and swore silently.
She nodded, as if she could see he was speaking the truth, then joined in the general conversation. He began to relax a little, unaware until the meal was nearly over that somewhere in the course of the evening his fatigue had dropped away, the shocks of the day no longer weighing heavily on his mind. Mrs. Channing had not singled him out for attention, indeed he could hardly recall a word spoken directly to him save for her brief “I hope you are well.” And yet the warmth of her voice, something in her manner that was inexplicably soothing, and the stillness that was her nature seemed to touch him in some fashion.
He told himself that that was nonsense, it was the wine and the good conversation and the laughter that had done the trick. But Hamish was there, warning him to mind he didn’t betray himself, to keep a tight grip on his self-control.
To Rutledge fell the task of holding Mrs. Channing’s coat for her when they were leaving, and a faint fragrance like jasmine on a warm summer night’s breeze wafted toward him as she settled her scarf around her throat. He was used to the perfumes of England—lily