A Place Called Freedom - Ken Follett [152]
“They’re appointed by the House of Burgesses,” Lizzie told him.
“It’s outrageous!”
“They have to maintain the quality of Virginia tobacco.”
“I’ll go to law over this.”
Lizzie said: “Jay, instead of going to law, why don’t you just run your plantation properly? You can grow perfectly good tobacco here if only you take care.”
“I don’t need a woman to tell me how to manage my affairs!” he shouted.
Lizzie looked at Lennox. “You don’t need a fool to do it, either,” she said.
A terrible thought struck Jay. “How much of our crop was grown this way?”
Lennox said nothing.
“Well?” Jay persisted.
Lizzie said: “All of it.”
Then Jay understood that he was ruined.
The plantation was mortgaged, he was in debt up to his ears, and the entire tobacco crop was valueless.
Suddenly he found he could hardly breathe. His throat seemed constricted. He opened his mouth like a fish but he could get no air.
At last he drew breath, like a drowning man coming to the surface for the last time.
“God help me,” he said, and he buried his face in his hands.
That night he knocked on Lizzie’s bedroom door.
She was sitting by the fire in her nightdress, thinking about Mack. She was ecstatically happy. She loved him and he loved her. But what were they going to do? She stared into the flames. She tried to be practical, but all the time her mind drifted into remembering how they had made love here on the rug in front of the cheval glass. She wanted to do it again.
The knock startled her. She jumped out of her chair and stared at the locked door.
The handle rattled but she had locked the door every night since she had caught Jay with Felia. Jay’s voice came: “Lizzie—open this door!”
She said nothing.
“I’m going to Williamsburg early in the morning to try to borrow more money,” he said. “I want to see you before I go.”
Still she said nothing.
“I know you’re in there, now open up!” He sounded a little drunk.
A moment later there was a thud as if he had thrown his shoulder against the door. She knew that would not achieve anything: the hinges were brass and the bolt was heavy.
She heard his footsteps recede, but she guessed he had not yet given up, and she was right. Three or four minutes later he came back and said: “If you don’t open the door I’m going to break it down.”
There was a bang as something crashed into the door. Lizzie guessed he had fetched an ax. Another crash split the woodwork and she saw the blade come through.
Lizzie began to feel scared. She wished Mack were nearby, but he was down in the slave quarters, sleeping on a hard bunk. She had to take care of herself.
Feeling shaky, she went to her bedside table and picked up her pistols.
Jay continued to attack the door, his ax smashing into the woodwork with a series of deafening crashes, splintering the timber and causing the walls of the wood-frame house to tremble. Lizzie checked the loading of the pistols. With an unsteady hand she poured a little gunpowder into the priming pan of each. She released the safety catches on the flintlocks and cocked them both.
I don’t care now, she thought fatalistically. What will be, will be.
The door flew open and Jay burst in, red faced and panting. With the ax in his hand he stepped toward Lizzie.
She stretched out her left arm and fired a shot over his head.
In the confined space the bang was like a cannon. Jay stopped and held up his hands in a defensive gesture, looking scared.
“You know how straight I can shoot,” she said to him. “But I’ve only got one shot left, so the next will go into your heart.” As she spoke she could hardly believe she was tough enough to say such violent words to the man whose body she had loved. She wanted to cry, but she gritted her teeth and stared unflinchingly at him.
“You cold bitch,” he said.
It was a clever barb. Coldness was what she accused herself of. Slowly she lowered the pistol. Of course she would not shoot him. “What do you want?” she said.
He dropped the ax. “To bed you one time before I leave,” he said.
She felt sick. The image