A Place Called Freedom - Ken Follett [34]
He did not feel sleepy. He wanted to talk to someone about the night’s adventure, but Lizzie would probably sleep for hours. He thought about his mother. He could trust her. She sometimes pushed him into doing things against his inclination, but she was always on his side.
He shaved and put on fresh clothes then went along to her room. As he expected she was up, sipping chocolate at her dressing-table while her maid did her hair. She smiled at him. He kissed her and dropped onto a chair. She was pretty, even first thing in the morning, but there was steel in her soul.
She dismissed her maid. “Why are you up so early?” she asked Jay.
“I haven’t been to bed. I went down the pit.”
“With Lizzie Hallim?”
She was so clever, he thought fondly. She always knew what he was up to. But he did not mind, for she never condemned him. “How did you guess?”
“It wasn’t difficult. She was itching to go, and she’s the kind of girl who won’t take no for an answer.”
“We chose a bad day to go down. There was an explosion.”
“Dear God, are you all right?”
“Yes—”
“I’ll send for Dr. Stevenson anyway—”
“Mother, stop worrying! I was out of the pit by the time it blew. So was Lizzie. I’m just a bit weak in the knees from carrying her all the way up the shaft.”
Mother calmed down. “What did Lizzie think of it?”
“She swore she would never allow mining on the Hallim estate.”
Alicia laughed. “And your father is greedy for her coal. Well, I look forward to witnessing the battle. When Robert is her husband he will have the power to go against her wishes … in theory. We shall see. But how do you think the courtship is progressing?”
“Flirting isn’t Robert’s strong point, to say the least,” Jay said scornfully.
“It’s yours, though, isn’t it?” she said indulgently. Jay shrugged.
“He’s doing his clumsy best.”
“Perhaps she won’t marry him after all.”
“I think she will have to.”
Mother looked shrewdly at him. “Do you know something I don’t?”
“Lady Hallim is having trouble renewing her mortgages—Father has made sure of it.”
“Has he! How sly he is.”
Jay sighed. “She’s a wonderful girl. She’ll be wasted on Robert.”
Mother put a hand on his knee. “Jay, my sweet boy, she’s not Robert’s yet.”
“I suppose she might marry someone else.”
“She might marry you.”
“Good God, Mother!” Although he had kissed Lizzie he had not got as far as thinking of marriage.
“You’re in love with her. I can tell.”
“Love? Is that what this is?”
“Of course—your eyes light up at the mention of her name, and when she’s in the room you can’t see anyone else.”
She had described Jay’s feelings exactly. He had no secrets from his mother. “But marry her?”
“If you’re in love with her, ask her! You’d be the laird of High Glen.”
“That would be one in the eye for Robert,” Jay said with a grin. His heart was racing at the thought of having Lizzie as his wife, but he tried to concentrate on the practicalities. “I’d be penniless.”
“You’re penniless now. But you’d manage the estate better than Lady Hallim—she’s no businesswoman. It’s a big place—High Glen must be ten miles long, and she owns Craigie and Crook Glen too. You’d clear land for grazing, sell more venison, build a watermill.… You could make it produce a decent income, even