A Trick of the Light - Louise Penny [117]
“So she lied about telling Lillian about the party,” said Gamache. “And she lied about not knowing who the party was for.”
“I can guarantee you, sir. Everything that woman says is a lie.”
Gamache nodded. It was certainly beginning to look like that.
“Lillian might have even gotten a lift with Suzanne—” said Beauvoir.
“That won’t work,” said Gamache. “She had her own car.”
“Right,” said Beauvoir, thinking, trying to see the sequence of events. “But she might have followed Suzanne down.”
Gamache considered that, nodding. “That would explain how she found Three Pines. She followed Suzanne.”
“But no one saw Lillian at the party,” said Beauvoir. “And in that red dress, if she was here someone would have seen her.”
Gamache considered that. “Maybe Lillian didn’t want to be seen, until she was ready.”
“For what?”
“To make an amend to Clara. Maybe she stayed in her car until an appointed hour, when she’d arranged to meet her sponsor in the garden. Perhaps with the promise of a final word of support before going out to make a difficult amend. She must have thought Suzanne was doing her a great favor.”
“Some favor. Suzanne killed her.”
Gamache stood there and thought, then shook his head. It fit, maybe. But did it make sense? Why would Suzanne kill her sponsee? Kill Lillian? And in a way that was so premeditated. And so personal. To wrap her hands around Lillian’s neck, and break it?
What could have driven Suzanne to do that?
Was the victim not quite the woman Suzanne described? Was Beauvoir right again? Maybe Lillian hadn’t changed, but was the same cruel, taunting, manipulative woman Clara had known. Had she pushed Suzanne over the edge?
Did Suzanne have a great fall, but this time did she reach up and take Lillian with her? By the throat.
Whoever killed Lillian had hated her. This was not a dispassionate crime. This was thought out and deliberate. As was the weapon. The murderer’s own hands.
“I made such a terrible mistake, Peter.”
Gamache turned toward the voice, as did Beauvoir. It was Clara, and it came from behind the lush screen of leaves and lilacs.
“Tell me, you can tell me,” said Peter, his voice low and reassuring, as though trying to coax a cat from under the sofa.
“Oh, God,” said Clara, taking rapid, shallow breaths. “What’ve I done?”
“What did you do?”
Gamache and Beauvoir exchanged looks and both edged quietly closer to the stone wall of the bridge.
“I went to visit Lillian’s parents.”
Neither Sûreté officer could see Peter’s face, or Clara’s for that matter, but they could imagine it.
There was a long pause.
“That was kind,” said Peter, but his voice was uncertain.
“It wasn’t kind,” snapped Clara. “You should’ve seen their faces. It was like I’d found two people almost dead and then decided to skin them. Oh, God, Peter, what’ve I done?”
“Are you sure you don’t want a beer?”
“No, I don’t want a beer. I want Myrna. I want…”
Anybody but you.
It wasn’t said, but everyone heard it. The man in the garden and the men on the bridge. And Beauvoir found his heart aching for Peter. Poor Peter. So at a loss.
“No wait, Clara,” Peter’s voice called. It was clear Clara was walking away from him. “Just tell me, please. I knew Lillian too. I know that you were once good friends. You must’ve loved the Dysons too.”
“I did,” said Clara, stopping. “I do.” Her voice was clearer. She’d turned to face Peter, to face the officers hidden behind the trees. “They were only ever kind to me. And now I’ve done this.”
“Tell me,” said Peter.
“I asked a bunch of people before I went and they all said the same thing,” said Clara, walking back toward Peter. “Not to go. That the Dysons would be too hurt to see me. But I went anyway.”
“Why?”
“Because I wanted to say how sorry I was. About Lillian. But also about our falling out. I wanted to give them the chance to talk about old times, about Lillian as a kid. To exchange stories maybe, with