After the First Death - Lawrence Block [50]
“You say.”
“I never killed anyone.”
“I know you’re him. I got eyes.”
“I’m Alex Penn, yes.”
“First that other girl, and then Robin—”
“I never hurt either of them.”
“You say.”
I pointed to the chair. “First get your clothes on. Then you can decide whether or not you want the twenty dollars. If you’d rather leave, you don’t even have to run. You can walk out.”
“I don’t—”
“Get dressed.”
She went over to the chair and began dressing. I ignored her and put my shoes on again and rebuttoned my shirt. She dressed even more speedily and economically than she undressed. When she finished she turned to me. She looked as though she was hunting for words.
I got out the twenty and handed it to her. She shook her head and took a step backward. I shrugged and set the twenty down on top of the bed.
“You keep the money,” she said.
“Suit yourself.”
“I don’t want it now.” She got a cigarette but couldn’t get the match lit. I got to my feet and scratched a match for her. She was afraid to come to me for the light, and I saw her fear and smiled at it, and that put her a little at ease. She drew deeply on the cigarette, let the smoke out in a sigh.
“You want to talk about something.”
“That’s right.”
“That’s what you picked me up for, to talk. About Robin.”
“Right.”
She thought about this. “You didn’t kill Robin.”
“No.”
“Or anybody else, that’s what you said, Doug. Oh, look at that, I called you Doug. Not that I ever figured it was your name. I don’t suppose anybody gives his straight name to a girl. But you need something to call a person, don’t you?”
“Sure.”
“What do I call you? Alexander?”
“Just Alex.”
“Alex. I like that Alex.” She savored the name, then abruptly remembered what we were here for. “If you didn’t kill Robin,” she said, “then who did?”
“That’s what I’m trying to find out.”
“But you went out with her that night, didn’t you? To the Maxfield?”
I gave her a capsule version of what had happened that night and the following morning. I told her briefly how memory had returned, how I knew with complete assurance that another hand had wielded the knife and left me to take the blame. She listened to every word and her eyes never left my face.
When I ran out of words we stood there in that little room and looked at each other for a long time.
Until finally she said, “You want to know something crazy? I believe you.”
No one had said that before.
We caught a taxi on Eighth Avenue. She had said that we couldn’t stay in the hotel, that it was not safe. “I have a place uptown that’s safe. God, I must be crazy. I have an apartment on Eighty-ninth Street, I never take anyone there.” So we left the hotel and took a cab, and in it I sat so that the driver could not catch my face in his mirror. She gave him the address, and he read us as a soldier and a whore on the way to a bed, and we sat in stony silence until the cab dropped us on Eighty-ninth Street between Columbus and Amsterdam.
When he pulled away, properly paid and tipped, she took my arm. “It’s a block from here, toward the park. In case he remembers your face later, this way he won’t know the address.”
I hadn’t thought of that.
We walked to her building, a brownstone in a row of brownstones. Her apartment was on the third floor. We climbed stairs, and she opened the door with a key. When we were inside she locked the door and set the police lock, a steel bar set into a plate on the floor and angled against the door.
“I don’t drink, so I don’t keep anything around. I could make some coffee.”
“Oh, don’t bother “
“Sure, I’ll make us both some coffee. Sit down, I’ll make the coffee.”
She went into the kitchen and I heard water running. I wandered around the living room. The furniture was old and the rug worn, but the pieces were comfortable together. I walked to the window. It faced out on a blank wall, an air shaft, but I pulled the shade anyway.
“The water’s up,” she said. “I only have instant, I hope it’s all right“
“Instant is fine.”
“Cream and sugar?”
“Just black is fine.”
“You’re like