Agaat - Marlene van Niekerk [285]
To one side at their own table were the Killjoys of Loch Maguire. This evening, you thought, their melancholy was extra evident. Pol Knoblauch, the bluebeard with the stiff neck, people said he fiddled with the farm labourers’ little boys, and his wife the soprano of the church gallery. Every week at the gynaecologist’s for indeterminate complaints, it was said.
And the rich Meyers family of Konstandhof, the seven brothers, all with the fine features and the little high-pitched voices, all of them with the glad eye and the one undescended ball as the rumour ran. And their Meyers sisters and female cousins with the mad streak, the whole lot of them, either worked up or down with pills.
Do I also look like that? you wondered. In the faint light of the marquee your red dress appeared black when you looked down. The sleeves felt too heavy on your arms. It felt as if you were moving ever more slowly.
Suddenly Gawie Tredoux was next to you. Just standing there, without a word. His voice when he spoke was tired.
Are you thinking what I’m thinking, Milla? At the best of times our people are fodder for low-brow soap operas, at the worst for old men with grand plans. And all the young ones want to do nowadays is surf and smoke dagga and play guitar.
You looked at him. He’d aged. Got dumped by his wife. His son a member of some rock group or other that toured all over the country with protest songs.
Look after yourself well, Milla, he said, you know I’m always there if you need me. He squeezed your shoulder.
Thank you for your trouble, tell Agaat as well, everything tip-top as usual, but I’ll be on my way now, not in the mood for a party this evening, you neither, it seems to me, but that’s life, old girl, just grin and bear it, tomorrow’s another day.
So as not to subside into tears, you betook yourself to the hand-picked wives of the Meyers brothers, a harem of shared resentment under the command of their mother-in-law, the painted-up old matriarch of whom it was rumoured that she’d been a photo model in her youth. In spite of her advanced age it was very clear in the candlelight where her sons’ high cheekbones had sprung from. Half maliciously, half gloatingly, her daughters-in-law sat by her and complimented you on the feast, on your son, on your husband. They were sisters under duress. Heir mares. Assessed on the hind-quarters and bought in for the purpose. Fertiliser Princesses. Co-op Queens. Style, Overberg Barbie, as Jak would say. You could easily spot the sons, the precocious lordliness with which they were appraising the girls.
And there was Jakkie amid it all, amiability itself. He’d kept to his word, it seemed to you. He greeted, served, endured. He replied to Jak’s speech, albeit not with great warmth, correctly and with the proper number of tame jokes. He expressed his thanks. My dear mother, my mainstay of a father. The only sign of a more alert, more intelligent creature under all the formalities were the special words full of double meanings to Agaat whom he had called to the front next to him during his speech.
He thanked her for the food and the garden and the planning of the whole feast. She is someone who reaches great heights, she is someone who spreads her wings wide, she showed him as a child how the blue crane becomes airborne, white-throat crows go from here to great Tradouw, she showed him what a tailwind does to the flight of a weaver, and a headwind to a gull, she named the clouds for him and taught him to read the currents in the air and told how the devil constructed whirl-winds from the dust of the hills.
And: It will be an honour and a privilege for him to take her as his first passenger on a special birthday flight.
There was loud applause. ‘Smear that mouth with jam!’ one shouted. ‘Real smooth talker De Wet!’
Jakkie handed the parcel, wrapped in your gift wrap, to Agaat. It was also her birthday recently, he said, and it’s something she’ll need for her first flight.
‘Open it! Open it!’ people shouted.