All Rivers Run to the Sea_ Memoirs - Elie Wiesel [69]
One day he asked us to question him about anything we wanted, the Bible or politics, history or the Midrash, detective stories or the Zohar. He listened to our questions, eyelids drooping, waiting for everyone to finish. And then, like a magician, he gathered it all together to create a mosaic of stunning richness and rigor, harmoniously weaving our questions and his answers together. Suddenly each of us realized that all these themes, raised at random as if for his amusement, were in fact linked to a center, to a single focus of clarity. Yes, Cain’s murderous act contained that of Titus. Yes, Jacob’s wrestling with the angel heralded the adventure of the Jewish people defying their fate.
The village clock in the distance had long since tolled midnight, but the inexhaustible orator talked on, endowing his words with a thousand shining highlights and his thought with as many shadows, and it was our common prayer that his rough, monotonous voice would never fall silent.
Detractors called him a modern-day Faust. Had he sold his soul to Satan in exchange for limitless knowledge? A daring hypothesis, but I rejected it. I don’t know if he was a holy man in disguise, a kabalist wandering the earth to gather “divine sparks” so as to reconstitute the original flame, or an eternal vagabond, the timeless outsider who embodies doubt and threat. But I am sure he did not belong to the powers of “the other side,” that of darkness.
One day, unable to contain my curiosity, I foolishly violated his sanctuary, asking him the question that haunted even my dreams: “Who are you? Who are you really? If I have children someday, I would like to be able to tell them about you.… I mean later …” He froze, and a cruel expression came over his face. I could hear his rasping breath. Then he unleashed his fury: “And who says there’ll be a later?” Fortunately, his anger subsided as quickly as it had been aroused.
I sometimes talk about Shushani in my writings and in my lectures. Whenever I mention him, strangers write to me or come up to me adding this or that detail about his life and his mystery—a young rabbi in Connecticut who had met him in Montevideo, a merchant in Paris who told me that Shushani gave him financial advice, the mother of a Jewish beauty queen in North Carolina who remembers listening to him in Taverny. In San Francisco and Montreal, Caracas and Marseilles, when I mentioned Shushani, a smile would appear on some listener’s face, and I knew I had just rekindled a spark.
Haim-Hersh Kahan, a childhood friend, wrote from Oslo that he had attended one of Shushani’s courses in a synagogue near the Rue des Rosiers: “Everything I had learned till then was as nothing by comparison.”
The latest to date is a nuclear physicist, Jacques Goldberg, who shared with me a khidush (a finding in biblical exegesis) that he attributes to Shushani. Knowing