All the King's Men - Robert Penn Warren [128]
“Foolishness, foolishness,” he said, “foolishness and foulness!”
“I guess you are right,” I said. “It is foolishness. But it is no more foolish than all that kind of talk. Always words.”
“You speak foulness.”
“No, just words,” I said, “and all words are alike.”
“God is not mocked,” he said, and I saw that his head was quivering on his neck.
I stepped quickly toward him, stopping just in front of him. “Was Irwin ever broke?” I demanded.
He seemed about to say something, his lips opening. Then they closed.
“Was he?” I demanded.
“I will not touch the world of foulness again,” he said, his pale eyes looking steadily upward into my face, “that my hand shall come away with the stink on my fingers.”
I felt like grabbing him and shaking him until his teeth rattled. I felt like shaking it out of him. But you can’t grab an old man and do that. I had gone at the thing wrong. I ought to have led up to it and tried to trick him. I ought to have wheedled him. But I always got so keyed up and on edge when I got around him that I couldn’t think of anything but getting away from him. And then when I had left I always felt worse until I got him out of my mind. I had muffed it.
That was all I got. As I was going out, I looked back to see Baby, who had finished the piece of chocolate dropped by the old man, meditatively moving his hand about on the floor to locate any stray crumbs. Then the old man leaned slowly and heavily toward him, again.
Going down the stairs, I decided that even id I had tried to wheedle the old man I would probably have learned nothing. It wasn’t that I had gone at it wrong. It wasn’t that I burst out about Governor Stark. What did he know or care about Governor Stark? It was that I had asked him about the world of the past, which he had walked away from. That world and all the world was foulness, he had said, and he was not going to touch it. He was not going to talk about it, and I couldn’t have made him.
But I got one thing. I was sure that he had known something. Which meant that there was something to know. Well, I would know. Sooner or later. So I left the Scholarly Attorney and the world of the past and returned to the world of the present.
Which was:
An oblong field where white lines mathematically gridded the turf which was arsenical green under the light from the great batteries of floodlamps fixed high on the parapet of the massive arena. Above the field the swollen palpitating tangle of light frayed and thinned out into hot darkness, but the thirty thousand pair of eyes hanging on the inner slopes of the arena did not look up into the dark but stared down into the pit of light, where men in red silky-glittering shorts and gold helmets and spilled and tumbled on the bright arsenical-green turf like spilled dolls, and a whistle sliced chillingly through the thick air like that scimitar through a sofa cushion.
Which was:
The band blaring, the roaring like the sea, the screams like agony, the silence, then one woman-scream, silver and soprano, spangling the silence like the cry of a lost soul, and the roar again so that the hot air seemed to heave. For out of the shock and tangle and glitter on the green a red fragment had exploded outward flung off from the mass tangentially to spin across the green, turn and wheel and race, yet slow in the out-of-timeness of the moment, under the awful responsibility of the roar.
Which was:
A man pounding me on the back and screaming–a man with a heavy face and coarse dark hair hanging over his forehead–screaming, “That’s my boy! That’s Tom–Tom–Tom! That’s him–and he’s won–they won’t have time for a touchdown now–he’s won–his first varsity game and it’s Tom won–it’s my boy!” And the man pounded me on the back and grappled me to him with both arms, powerful arms, and hugged me like his brother, his true love, his son, while tears came into his eyes and tears and sweat ran down the heavy cheeks, and he screamed,