All the King's Men - Robert Penn Warren [162]
“Is it?” Adam said.
“You’re damned right it is, Doc. And right is a lid you put on something and some of the things under the lid look just like some of the things not under the lid, and there never was any notion of what was right if you put it down on folks in general that a lot of them didn’t start squalling because they just couldn’t do any human business under that kind of right. Hell, look at when folks couldn’t get a divorce. Look at all the good women got beat and the good men got nagged and couldn’t do any human damned thing about it. Then, all of a sudden, a divorce got to be right. What next, you don’t know. Nor me. But I do know this.” He stopped, leaned forward again, the elbows again cocked out.
“What?” Adam demanded.
“This. I’m not denying there’s got to be a notion of right to get business done, but by God, any particular notion at any particular time will sooner or later get to be just like a stopper put tight in a bottle of water and thrown in a hot stove the way we kids used to do at school to hear the bang. The steam that blows the bottle and scares the teacher to wet her drawers is just the human business that is going to get done, and it will blow anything you put it in if you seal it tight, but you put it in the right place and let it get out in a certain way and it will run a freight engine.” he sank back again into the chair, his eyelids sagging now, but the eyes watchful, and the hair down over his forehead like an ambush.
Adam got up suddenly, and walked across the room. He stopped in front of the dead fireplace, with old ashes still in it, and some half-burned paper, though spring was on us, and there hadn’t been any fire for a time. The window was up, and the night air came into the room, with a smell different from the diaper-and-cabbage smell, a smell of damp grass and the leaves hanging down from the arched trees in the dark, a smell that definitely did not belong there in that room. And all of a sudden I remembered once how into a room where I was sitting one night, a big pale apple-green moth, big as a bullbat and soft and silent as a dream–a Luna moth, the name is mine, and it is a wonderful name–came flying in. Somebody had left the screen door open, and the moth drifted in over the tables and chairs like a big pale-green, silky, live leaf, drifting and dancing along without any wind under the electric light where a Luna moth certainly did not belong. The night air coming into the room now was like that.
Adam leaned an elbow on the wooden mantelpiece where you could write your name in the dust and the books were stacked and the old, dregs-crusted coffee sat. He stood there as though he were all by himself.
The Boss was watching him.
“Yeah,” the Boss said, watchful, “it will run a freight engine and–”
But Adam broke in, “What are you trying to convince me of? You don’t have to convince me of anything. I’ve told you I’d take the job. That’s all!” He glare at the bulky man in the big chair, and said, “That’s all! And my reasons are my own.”
The Boss gave a slow smile, shifted his weight in the chair, and said, “Yeah, your reasons are your own, Doc. But I just thought you might want to know something about mine. Since we’re going to do business together.”
“I am going to run the hospital,” Adam said, and added with curling lips, “If you call that doing business together.”
The Boss laughed out loud. Then got up from the chair. “Doc,” he said, “just don’t you worry. I’ll keep your little mitts clean. I’ll keep you clean over, Doc. I’ll put you in that beautiful, antiseptic, sterile, six-million-dollar hospital, and wrap you in cellophane, untouched by human hands.” He stepped to Adam and slapped him on the shoulder. “Don’t you worry, Doc.” he