Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 11-15 - Laurell K. Hamilton [1076]
My own power roared to life. My necromancy, and something else, something that was necromancy, and not. I thrust that power into the delicate, coaxing touch. There was nothing delicate about what I did. I smashed into her power with a hammer, straight through that deceptive softness. Hit it, and found the steel nail underneath the lie of gentleness. It was all lies. There was nothing gentle, nothing kind. Submit, the power breathed. Be mine, I’ll take care of you, I’ll take away all your problems, be mine. I screamed down those lying words. I drowned her voice in my head in sheer power, like dynamiting a hotel because you didn’t like your room. Her power collapsed, retreated, and I was suddenly standing in the aisle when I hadn’t realized I’d moved.
I was standing with Nathaniel’s hand in mine. I could taste pulses, blood flowing sluggish in a dozen veins. Vampires turned and looked at me, because they had no choice. I’d smashed her power and replaced it with my own. The dozen vamps hadn’t fed yet tonight, so slow the beat, so sluggish the pulse. We needed food.
Nathaniel’s hand convulsed around mine, bringing me back from that thought. Had he shared it? I could suddenly smell their skin, half a dozen different perfumes, someone’s sweet shampoo, the sharp scent of cigarettes, aftershave. I could smell their skin as if I’d put my face just above their arms, their necks. Jean-Claude had kept me from drowning in the sensations of them last time I’d come to the church. Why wasn’t he helping me now? I turned to the stage and found him looking, not at me, but at Columbine and Giovanni. Something was happening. Were they talking? I couldn’t hear them. It was as if all my senses were narrowed down to scent and touch and vision.
I felt her power draw inward, like you’d take a breath before blowing out a candle. Except this candle was a few hundred vampires. That power spilled outward, and it was like water moving around the rocks of the vampires that Nathaniel and I could sense. We could save them, but the rest…the rest were lost.
Damian cried out, in my head, a scream. Nathaniel and I turned and found Malcolm wrapped around Damian, Malcolm’s mouth shoved into Damian’s throat. Malcolm shoved his power into the less powerful vampire, but taking his blood meant he was blood-oathing to him. It made no sense. Then the power hit us. Hit me.
It was like a door blew open inside my head. Nathaniel cried out, and I echoed him. My power, our power, blew outward over the other vampires. Malcolm had created almost every vampire in here. He had trusted no one else. Now he blood-oathed himself not to Damian, but to me. He was using his power to send mine over the rest of his flock. He was giving them all to me to keep Columbine from taking them. But I think Malcolm didn’t understand what blood-oathing to me could mean. Maybe he thought that blooding himself to me and not Jean-Claude would make it a weaker bond, but I’d never blood-oathed someone without Jean-Claude’s guidance. I only knew one way to do anything, and that was all the way.
In one of those moments that lasts forever, and is the blink of an eye, I saw inside Malcolm’s mind. He had thought me the lesser evil. He had thought he could control me and retain some control of his people. It wasn’t words, but more pictures, like some dream shorthand, if dreams could slap you as they ran across your mind. I’d always wondered if Malcolm’s motives were as pure as they seemed. I’d assumed it was a bid for power; all vampires wanted power. But I saw him holding his people, cradling them while they wept. I saw him plunging fangs into their throats to give them that third bite. I felt him treat it as a holy thing, a ceremony as pure in his own heart as the marriage of a nun to God. It was his fault that the joining was so complete, his power thrusting into mine, and not understanding that my necromancy was like the biggest gravity well that any vampire would ever touch. It sucked him in, and I could not stop it.
But I was of Belle Morte