Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 11-15 - Laurell K. Hamilton [348]
The beast had been willing, but there had been almost no foreplay, and I was tight. So terribly tight. Nathaniel had to work himself inside me. He used his hand and my hair to spill me back to the carpet so that I was back where I started. It was just as undignified, but I didn’t seem to care. For the first time the beast and I were in agreement.
I’d slept with Nathaniel, but I’d put very firm rules in place. I’d never touched him between the legs, not on purpose. To go from having deprived myself of even a caress to the sensation of him pushing his way inside my body was overwhelming. It wasn’t just that it felt good, though it did, it was that it was Nathaniel. Part of me, though I might never say out loud, had been wanting to cross this barrier, to shove it aside, to bend it, break it, ignore it.
He worked until he was sheathed inside me as far as he could go, then he hesitated, stopped moving, frozen against me. “Anita, can you hear me?”
Hear him? Hear him? The cat screamed through my head, and that scream spilled out my mouth. I lost some of the ground I’d gained, because the beast wasn’t conflicted, not in the least. It, she, began to work our hips, so that Nathaniel stayed still, but we drew him out of our body, out and out, and then when the tip of him seemed about to spill out, we drove ourselves upon him.
His voice came, “Oh, God.”
We moved over him, against him. Shoving as hard and fast and deep as we could. It was as if nothing would be enough. I wasn’t open enough to be this rough. I felt him almost catching on the sides, because I hadn’t given myself time to grow wider. But I felt frantic. There was no thought about waiting, just the need. I wanted him to fuck me. Sex was too mild a word for it. I couldn’t make him do what I wanted. I wanted deeper, I wanted more, and I needed him to help for that.
He let go of my hair, and his hands touched my hips, and he began to ride our rhythm, the cat’s and mine. We pushed and he shoved, and just like on the dance floor where I’d followed his body, now he followed mine.
It was a dance of flesh, his into mine, until I was wet and warm, and he moved easily inside me, out and in, out and in. When he could glide inside of me, he shoved himself deeper, harder, as if he understood what my body was asking without words. He used his hands to move me just a little, until he found the spot he wanted, and then he plunged inside me, as if he meant to come out the other side, and I screamed for him.
I looked back over my shoulder, and his eyes weren’t lavender, they were blue with hints of gray, and they weren’t human anymore. His shirt was open, so I could see his stomach and chest. He did a movement with his stomach like a belly dancer, and his rhythm changed, grew more urgent and somehow smoother, or cyclical, as if he were doing a circle inside me, and out of me. A circle that went lower going in and higher coming out, so that he touched all of me, but not all at the same time.
He’d worked me larger by being rough, making me take all of him and more, and now that he had a hair’s breadth of room, he used it. He used it in that circular rhythm, to caress along the walls of me. It was one of the most delicate things I’d ever felt when a man was inside me. So careful, and yet the push of his hips was so strong. The control took more strength than just shoving himself inside me. Strength of so many different kinds.
It was the upper stroke as he was pulling out that found that spot. I’d had the spot manipulated by hand and had it included in intercourse, but never quite like this.
Every time he slid over that one spot, my breathing changed, and he heard it, because he changed his rhythm again. Sliding