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Richard hesitated. As a shapeshifter nudity should have been second nature, maybe first, but he didn’t like being nude in front of my other lovers. He just didn’t. He stripped the jeans down in one motion. If he’d been wearing underwear, he wasn’t now. The sight of him nude did what it always did: it made me catch my breath and think about touching him. All Richard had to do to win any fight with me was to strip. I just couldn’t argue with him when he looked so scrumptious.

He let the jeans hit the floor, then turned toward the bed. His eyes were still downcast, his hair spilling forward around his face. He finally looked up, and our eyes met. I didn’t try to keep my face blank. I let him see what I thought of him beautiful and nude before me. Even with Micah’s body pressed against me in the bed, Richard was still beautiful.

He smiled, half shy, and half the old Richard. The Richard who had known how much I loved him, and how much he meant to me. He lifted the covers up and slid under them. He was tall enough that he had no trouble getting into the bed without help. “Scoot over…please,” he said.

Micah scooted, moving me with him a little. Richard slid into the space we’d made. I felt the bed move, which meant Nathaniel had moved, too. The bed wasn’t a king-size, it was an orgy-size bed. We’d had more people than this on it at the same time, sometimes even for sleeping.

Richard scooted down until he was almost pressed to the front of my body, but not quite. Micah’s hand was still around my waist. “I’m not sure where to put my hands,” Richard said.

Micah laughed, but it was a good guy laugh. “I know what you mean.”

“Where do you want to put them?” Nathaniel asked.

I glanced over my shoulder and found that Nathaniel was peering over Micah’s more slender body at us.

“I’m nervous, tired. I want to be touched and held.”

“You’re a shapeshifter,” Micah said. “We all like skin contact when we’re shaky.”

Richard nodded. He was propped up on one elbow, and he made even Nathaniel look small. Richard was one of those large men who didn’t seem that large until moments like this; then you appreciated the full physical presence of him. “I brought wolves with me. They’re in one of the guest rooms. I could have my puppy pile. I didn’t have to come here for that.”

I swallowed hard enough that it hurt.

Micah said, “Then why are you here?”

“I’m tired of running from myself.”

I wasn’t sure that answered the question, but Richard seemed to think it did, and I felt Micah nod behind me. “Stop running.”

“I’m not sure I know how.”

It was like I wasn’t there, as if whatever issues they were discussing had less to do with me than with the two of them. Maybe the three of them—or did Nathaniel feel as left out as I did?

“This is a good start,” Micah said.

Richard nodded, then finally gave me the full attention of those eyes. Those eyes that I once thought would be the eyes I woke up with every morning. Lately he hadn’t slept over much. “I don’t know how to do this.”

“Do what?” I whispered.

“I want to kiss you, but I don’t want to have sex with everyone in this bed.”

I wasn’t sure if he meant he didn’t want to have sex while the other men were in the bed or if he didn’t want to actually have sex with them. I was pretty sure both were true.

“I’ve been wanting to touch you since you took off your shirt,” I said. There, that was the truth. Maybe if we told the truth we’d be okay.

He smiled, and it was Richard’s smile. That smile that he sometimes gave that let you know he really did know how lovely he was to look at. He usually came off humble, but then he had that smile.

He leaned in toward me, his hands still chastely to himself. Our lips touched, his hair spilled along my cheek. Micah’s hand eased from around my waist, letting me know I could move where I wanted to move. Or that’s how I took it. I let my hand rest against the swell of Richard’s chest. His hand cupped the side of my face. We kissed, and his lips were still as soft, as full, as kissable as they had always been. My hand slid down the curve