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I stroked his hair, feeling the thick softness of it. “But me doing it won’t break as much, or as badly, as you doing it, Richard.”

He nodded slowly. “I know, and I hate myself for that.”

I leaned over and kissed his forehead, very gently. I spoke with my lips touching his skin. “The only true happiness, Richard, lies in knowing who you are—what you are—and making peace with it.”

His arm curved up around me, holding me against him. He spoke with his mouth against the hollow of my throat. “And are you at peace with what you are?”

“I’m working on it,” I said.

He kissed my throat, very softly. “Me too.”

I drew back enough to see his face, and his hand thrust upward through my hair, pulled my face down to his. We kissed, soft, then harder, his lips, his tongue, his mouth working at mine. I cupped his face in my hands and kissed him—kissed him long and hard. When I drew back, breathless, I found that he’d rolled his lower body over and lay on his back, nude. He laughed at the expression on my face and pulled me down towards him. I lost that forty points of intelligence and all my reasoning skills as he undid my robe and I ran my hands down the long line of his body.

I had just enough self-possession left to say, “Not here. We’ve got an audience in the living room.”

His hand slid under the green satin of the camisole, curving around to my back, pulling me against him. “There’s no place in the house that they won’t hear us, smell us.”

I pulled back from him before he could kiss me. “Gee, Richard, that makes me feel a lot better.”

He propped himself up on one arm, staring down at me. “We can go into the bedroom if you want, but we won’t be fooling anybody.”

I didn’t like that, and it must have shown on my face, because Richard drew his hand out from under my top, and said, “Do you want to stop?”

We hadn’t really gotten started, but I knew what he meant. I looked into the solid brown of his eyes, traced the edge of his jaw with my gaze, the fullness of his lips, the curve of his throat, the spread of his shoulders, the way his hair fell around him, catching the early morning light, bringing out shades of gold and copper in his hair, the swell of his chest, his nipples already dark and hard, the flat line of his stomach with that thin, dark line of hair that went from his belly button to . . . the skin was darker, richer, you could almost smell the blood that pumped him full and hard. He looked ripe, like he was something full to bursting with life. I wanted to touch him, to squeeze, oh so delicately. I lay on the floor with my hands at my sides, my pulse beating in my throat, and said, “No, I don’t want to stop.” My voice was almost a whisper.

His eyes filled with that dark heat that spills into a man’s face when he’s almost a hundred percent sure of what’s about to happen. His voice was deeper, that low note that most men’s voices get when the excitement runs deep. “Here, or the bedroom?”

I tore my gaze away from him to look at the open doorway to the living room. There was no door to close. I needed more privacy than this. Even if they could hear us, even smell us in the bedroom, at least they wouldn’t be able to see us. Maybe it was only an illusion of delicacy, but sometimes illusion is all you’ve got.

I looked back at him. “Bedroom.”

“Good choice,” he said, and got to his knees, taking my hand, so that when he got to his feet, he half-pulled me to mine. The movement startled me, and I fell against him. The height difference was enough that it put my hand on his hip and so very close to other things. It embarrassed me how very much I wanted to touch him, hold him. I started to pull away, because I was so close to losing all decorum and groping him right there in the kitchen. I wasn’t entirely sure that if I grabbed him we’d make it to the bedroom. I wanted that door between us and everyone else.

He put his arms around my waist and lifted me off my feet, until our faces were even and I didn’t know what to do with my legs. If I’d been sure we wouldn’t be using the kitchen table I’d have wrapped my legs