Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 6-10 - Laurell K. Hamilton [149]
He knelt beside me, not touching me, almost like he was afraid to. “Ma petite, your cross.”
I stared down at it. It wasn’t glowing, not yet. I wrapped my hand around the cross and jerked, snapping the chain. I flung it away. It fell against the wall, glinting silver in the faint light. “Happy?”
Jean-Claude looked at me. “Richard lives. Marcus is dead. Correct?”
I nodded.
“Then why the tears, ma petite? I do not think I have ever seen you cry.”
“I am not crying.”
He touched my cheek with one fingertip and came away with a single tear trembling on the end of his finger. He raised it to his lips, the tip of his tongue licked it off his skin. “You taste like your heart has broken, ma petite.”
My throat choked tight. I couldn’t breathe past the tears. The harder I tried not to cry, the faster the tears flowed. I hugged myself, and my hands touched the sticky gunk that covered me. I held my hands away from my body like I’d touched something unclean. I stared at Jean-Claude with my hands held out in front of me.
“Mon Dieu, what has happened?” He tried to hug me, but I pushed him away.
“You’ll get it all over you.”
He stared at the thick, clear gunk on his hand. “How did you get this close to a shapeshifting werewolf?” An idea flowed across his face. “It’s Richard. You saw him change.”
I nodded. “He changed on top of me. It was . . . Oh, God, oh, God, oh, God.”
Jean-Claude pulled me into his arms. I pushed at him. “You’ll ruin your clothes.”
“Ma petite, ma petite, it’s all right. It is all right.”
“No, it’s not.” I sagged against him. I let him wrap me in his arms. I clutched at him, hands digging into the silk of his shirt. I buried my face against his chest and whispered, “He ate Marcus. He ate him.”
“He’s a werewolf, ma petite. That’s what they do.”
It was such an odd thing to say, and so terribly true, that I laughed—an abrupt, almost angry sound. The laughter died in choking, and the choking became sobs.
I held onto Jean-Claude like he was the last sane thing in the world. I buried myself against him and wept. It was like something deep inside me had broken, and I was crying out bits of myself onto his body.
His voice came to me dimly, as if he had been speaking for a long time, but I hadn’t heard. He was speaking French, softly, whispering it into my hair, stroking my back, rocking me gently.
I lay in his arms, quiet. I had no more tears left. I felt empty and light, numb.
Jean-Claude smoothed my hair back from my forehead. He brushed his lips across my skin, like Richard had done earlier tonight. Even that thought couldn’t make me cry again. It was too soon.
“Can you stand, ma petite?”
“I think so.” My voice sounded distant, strange. I stood, still in the circle of his arms, leaning against him. I pushed away from him gently. I stood on my own, a little shaky, but better than nothing.
His dark blue shirt was plastered to his chest, covered with werewolf goop and tears. “Now we both need a bath,” I said.
“That can be arranged.”
“Please, Jean-Claude, no sexual innuendo until after I’m clean.”
“Of course, ma petite. It was crude of me tonight. My apologies.”
I stared at him. He was being far too nice. Jean-Claude was a lot of things, but nice wasn’t one of them.
“If you’re up to something, I don’t want to know about it. I can’t handle any deep, dark plots tonight, okay?”
He smiled and gave a low, sweeping bow, never taking his eyes off me. The way you bow on the judo mat when you’re afraid the person may pound you if you look away.
I shook my head. He was up to something. Nice to know that not everyone had suddenly become something else. One thing I could always depend on was Jean-Claude. Pain in the ass that he was, he always seemed to be there. Dependable in his own twisted way. Jean-Claude dependable? I must