Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 6-10 - Laurell K. Hamilton [269]
I stared up at him. “Richard,” I whispered, “we’re all creatures of light and darkness. Embracing your darkness won’t kill the light. Goodness is stronger than that.”
He dropped from his knees, flat to the ground, only propping himself on his elbows. His hair brushed my face on either side, and I had to fight the urge to rub my face back and forth in it. This close I could smell his skin, aftershave, but underneath that was him. The warm scent that was his body. I wanted to touch that warmth, to wrap my mouth around it and try and hold it forever. I wanted him. The power flared at the thought, primitive thoughts excited it, made it harder to control.
He whispered, blood still trickling from his mouth, “How can you say goodness is stronger? I want to lick the blood off my own body. I want to press my bleeding mouth onto yours. I want you to feed off my wound. That is evil.”
I touched his face, the barest trace of fingertips, and even that made power jump between us. “It’s not evil, Richard. It just isn’t very civilized.” Blood was building into a single trembling drop on the edge of his face. It fell against my skin and it was burning hot. His power flared upward and took me with it. It wanted to—I wanted to—lick the blood off Richard’s face. Part of me was still saying no while I raised my head just enough to run lips, my tongue, and lightly my teeth along his face. I lay back down with the salty taste of him in my mouth and wanted more. The more scared me. I was just as scared of this part of him, of me, as he was. That was why I ran from him the night of the full moon. It wasn’t that he ate Marcus, though that hadn’t helped, or that he’d handled it all so badly. The memory that haunted was the moment I’d been carried away by the pack’s power, and for just an instant I’d wanted to drop to my knees and feed with them. I was afraid that Richard’s beast would take what was left of my humanity. I was afraid for the same reason Richard was afraid. But what I’d said was true. It wasn’t evil, just not very human.
He laid his lips against mine in a trembling kiss. A sound came from low in his throat, and he was suddenly pressing his mouth against mine, until it either bruised or I opened my mouth to him. I opened, and his tongue plunged inside me, his lips feeding on mine. The cut inside his mouth filled my mouth with the taste of him, salty, sweet. I held his face in my hands, my mouth searching his, and it wasn’t enough. A small high keening sound crawled out of my mouth into his. The sound was made up of need, frustration, a desire that wasn’t civilized and never had been. We’d been playing Ozzie and Harriet, but what we wanted from each other was more Hustler and Penthouse.
We moved to our knees, mouths still pressed together. My hands slid over his chest, his back, and something deep inside me clicked and relaxed. How could I ever be this close to him and not touch him?
His power tried to spill outward, but I held it back. I held it like I could hold my own magic, letting it build until I couldn’t hold any longer.
Richard’s hands slid up my legs finding the lace top of the black panties. His fingers traced my naked spine and I was undone.
The power spilled upward, outward, filling us both. It flared over us in a rushing wave of heat and light, until my vision swam in pieces, and we both cried out with one voice. His beast slid inside of him. I felt it crawl out of me, pulled like a large, thick string, spilling inside of Richard, coiling into his body. I expected to feel the last bit of it spill between us, like draining the last drop of wine from a cup, but that drop remained.
Somewhere in that rush of power, I’d felt Richard take control of his beast and send that pulsing warmth outward into Jamil. I wouldn’t have known how to do it, but Richard did. I’d felt Jamil heal under the thundering rush of power.
Richard knelt with me in his arms, my face pressed to his chest. His heart beat against my cheek like a living thing. Sweat had