Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 6-10 - Laurell K. Hamilton [31]
I started to say something, but Richard said, “Come on, Anita. We have to go now.” He was right. I could kill a lot of them, but not all. I hadn’t brought a spare clip for the machine gun. I hadn’t thought I’d need it. Silly me.
We got out the door with me walking backwards, ready to shoot anyone who stuck a head out. No one followed us. Richard carried Stephen through the late spring night and didn’t look back, as if he knew they wouldn’t follow.
I opened the door, and he laid Stephen in the backseat. “Can you drive home?” he asked.
“Yeah, how bad are you hurt?”
“Not bad, but I’d like to ride back here with Stephen in case he wakes up.”
I couldn’t argue with that. I drove. We were safe. We were all actually still alive. But if they’d rushed us, we wouldn’t be. Now that we were safe, I could be mad. “Well, we survived. No thanks to your little plan,” I said.
“And no one died, thanks to my little plan,” Richard said.
“Only because I was better armed than usual.”
“You were right,” he said, “it was a trap. Happy?”
“Yeah, I’m happy,” I said.
“Glad to hear it.” Underneath the sarcasm he was tired. I could hear it in his voice.
“What are you supposed to explain to me, Richard?” I glanced in the rearview mirror but couldn’t see his face in the dark.
“Raina backs up Marcus’s orders. She’s his lupa. He uses her to do things he doesn’t approve of, like torture.”
“So I set myself up as your lupa.”
“Yes, I’m the Fenrir. Normally, I’d already have a lupa picked out. The pack is divided, Anita. I’ve given my protection to my followers so that if Marcus tries to hurt them, I come after him, or my followers will act to protect each other with my blessing. Without a Fenrir or a pack leader to back you up, it’s a sort of mutiny to go against the pack leader’s orders.”
“What’s the penalty for mutiny?”
“Death or mutilation.”
“I thought you guys could heal anything short of a death wound.”
“Not if you shove burning metal into it. Fire purifies and stops the healing process, unless you reopen the wound.”
“It works that way with vampires, too,” I said.
“I didn’t know that,” he said, but not like he really cared.
“How have you risen to next in line to lead and not killed anyone? You had to fight a lot of duels to get to the top of the heap.”
“Only the fight for Ulfric has to be to the death. All I had to do was beat them all.”
“Which is why you take karate and lift weights, so you’ll be good enough to beat them.” We’d had this discussion before when I asked if lifting weights when you could bench press a small car was redundant. He’d replied, not if everyone you’re fighting can lift a car, too. He had a point.
“Yes.”
“But if you won’t kill, then your threat doesn’t have much bite, no pun intended.”
“We’re not animals, Anita. Just because this is the way it’s always been in the pack doesn’t mean things can’t change. We are still people, and that means we can control ourselves. Dammit, there has to be a better way than slaughtering each other.”
I shook my head. “Don’t blame it on the animals. Real wolves don’t kill each other for dominance.”
“Only werewolves,” he said. He sounded tired.
“I admire your goals, Richard.”
“But you don’t agree.”
“No, I don’t agree.”
His voice came from the darkness out of the backseat. “Stephen doesn’t have any wounds. Why was he screaming?”
My shoulders hunched, and I made myself sit up straight. I turned onto Old Highway 21, and tried to think of a delicate way to tell him, but there was nothing delicate about rape. I told him what I’d seen.
The silence from the backseat lasted a very long time. I was almost to the turnoff for his house when he said, “And you think if I’d killed a few people along the way, this wouldn’t have happened?”
“I think they’re more afraid of Raina and Marcus than they are of you, so yeah.”
“If you back my threat with killing, it undermines everything I’ve tried to do.”
“I love you, Richard, and I admire what you’re trying to do. I don’t want