Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 6-10 - Laurell K. Hamilton [502]
Henderson stepped up, invading the hell out of my personal space. “You that confident that you can take it, Blake?”
I sighed. “No.”
The no seemed to take some of the anger away. He blinked and took a step back. “No?” he said.
“I don’t know if I can take it, Captain Henderson. There’s always the chance that the next horror will be something so awful, I’ll never recover. Something that stains my mind and sends me screaming. But so far, so good. So, take me to see the grisly remains. The foreplay is getting tiresome.”
I watched the emotions play over his face: amusement, then anger, but finally, amusement won. Lucky me. “The grisly remains. Are you sure you’re not a reporter?”
That made me smile. “I’m guilty of a lot of sins, but that’s not one of them.”
That made him smile. When he smiled, he looked ten years younger and was more than just ordinarily handsome. “Okay, Ms. Blake, follow me. I’ll take you to see the grisly remains.” He laughed soft, low, and deeper than his speaking voice, as if when he sang he might be a bass. “I hope you’re as amusing after you’ve seen the show, Ms. Blake.”
“Me, too,” I said.
He gave me a strange look, then led the way down the hill. I followed because it was my job. An hour ago, I’d have said the day couldn’t get much worse. I had a sinking feeling it was about to get worse—much worse.
33
THE BODY LAY in a small clearing. I knew it was human because they told me it was. It wasn’t that the body didn’t look human, exactly. The shape was there enough that I could tell it was lying on its back. It was more that my mind refused to acknowledge that this could have been a human being. My eyes saw it, but my mind kept refusing to put the pieces together, so it was like looking at one of those pictures where you stare and stare until the hidden shapes spin out in 3-D relief. It looked as if there had been an explosion of blood and flesh, and the body had been at the center of it. Dried blood spread out from the body in every direction, as if when the body were moved there’d be a body-shaped clean spot, like an ink blot.
I could see all that, but still my eyes couldn’t make sense of it. My mind was trying to protect me. It had happened before—once or twice. The smart thing would be to turn and walk away. Let my mind have its confusion because the truth was going to be one of those mind-blasting moments. I’d jokingly told Henderson at the top of the hill that some things stain the mind. It wasn’t funny now.
I forced myself to look at it, forced myself not to look away, but the summer heat wavered around me in a sickening rush. I wanted to cover my eyes with my hands, but I settled for turning away. Covering my eyes would look silly and childish, like blotting out the worst of a horror movie.
Henderson turned when I did. If I wasn’t going to look at the body, then he wouldn’t, either. “You okay?”
The world stopped spinning like a ball that had slid to a stop. “I will be.” My voice sounded breathy.
“Good,” he said.
We stood that way for a few seconds more, then I took a shallow breath. I knew better than to take a deep one this close to the body. I had to do this. Trolls didn’t do this. No natural animal did this. I turned slowly around to face the body. It hadn’t gotten any better.
Henderson turned with me. He was the man in charge. He could take it if I could. I wasn’t sure I could, but since I was out of other choices . . .
I’d borrowed surgical gloves. Someone had offered me heavier plastic gloves to go over. AIDS, you know. I declined. One, my hands would sweat. Two, if I had to feel the body for clues, I wouldn’t be able to feel shit. Three, with three vampire marks on me, I didn’t sweat AIDS anymore. I was free from blood-borne disease, so I’d been told. I believed Jean-Claude on this one because he wouldn’t want to lose me. I was a third of his triumvirate. He wanted me safe. In the back of my head a voice said, He loves you. The voice in the front of my head said, Yeah right.
“Can I track up the blood pattern?” I asked.