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“Is that all that’s left of the bullet wound?” I asked.

Zane nodded and sat down at the foot of the bed, crawling onto the covers so he was beside Nathaniel and far too close to me. “You can touch the wound if you want.”

I frowned. “No, thanks.” I started to back off the bed on all fours, spilling Nathaniel’s head gently to the covers. I stopped myself. Marianne said that Raina fed on my embarrassment, my prudishness, that if I could be more comfortable around small stuff, Raina would lose some of her power over me. Was it true?

I wasn’t attracted to Zane. That moment last night had been pure Raina. She seemed to have been attracted to anything that had a pulse and some things that didn’t. I gritted my teeth and reached out towards Zane.

He went very still, face suddenly serious, as if he had some clue how much it cost me to reach out to him. I ran my fingertips over the wound. The skin was smooth, shiny like a scar but softer and more pliable. I found myself running my hand over the wound, exploring it. It felt strangely plastic, and at the same time soft, like baby’s skin.

“This feels . . . cool.”

Zane grinned. It reminded me of Jason and that one thought relaxed a tension in my shoulders that I hadn’t even known was there.

Cherry came up behind him to slide her hands over his shoulders, massaging them. “I never get over being amazed at how we heal.”

I wanted to take my hand back, just because Cherry had touched him, too. I forced myself to keep my hand on the wound, but I’d stopped exploring it, just touching it was all I could manage.

“The muscles can get tight when it’s healing,” Cherry said. “You get spasms around it, like the body heals too fast for the muscles to keep up.”

I took my hand away slowly. I sat on the bed watching Cherry massage Zane’s shoulders. Nathaniel nuzzled my leg, rolling his eyes up to me. I didn’t move away from him, and he seemed to take that as permission to roll his head onto my thigh. He nestled against me with a contented sigh.

Zane rolled onto his back on the other side of me, not touching me, but watching me. His eyes were very careful.

Cherry stayed kneeling on the foot of the bed, watching my face. They all watched me like I was the center of their world. I’d seen dogs in obedience trials watch their owners that way. In dogs it was a good thing. In people it was unnerving. I didn’t have a dog because I didn’t feel responsible enough to take care of one. Now I suddenly had three wereleopards, and I knew I wasn’t responsible enough for them.

I laid my hand on Nathaniel’s warm hair. Zane stretched his full six-foot frame, fingers and toes straining, spine bowing like a big cat.

I laughed. “What am I supposed to do, rub your tummy?”

Everyone laughed, even Nathaniel. I realized with a shock that it was the first time I’d ever heard him laugh. The laughter was young, high-schoolish. Lying naked in my lap with claw marks on his butt, and he was laughing, a full-throated, happy sound.

I was happy to hear it, and nervous. They were trying to make me their home. Because that was what an Ulfric was supposed to be, and a Nimir-ra, or Nimir-raj, for a guy, was the equivalent. Strangely, there didn’t seem to be a werewolf equivalent of a queen wolf. Sexism? Or some arcane shit I didn’t understand yet? I’d ask Richard later.

“I’ve got to go take my bath, guys.”

“We could help,” Zane said. He licked my arm, grimaced. “I like the taste of sweat, but the gravel dust . . .”

Nathaniel raised his face enough to lick my other arm. His tongue ran down my arm in a long slow glide. “I don’t mind the dust,” he said, voice low and soft.

I slid off the bed, calmly, slowly. I did not go yuck, or scream. I was very calm and very relieved to be standing on the floor. The bed had suddenly become crowded. “Thanks, but the bath will be fine. Don’t answer any phone but the one by the bed, and don’t open the door to anyone but Dr. Patrick.”

“Aye, aye, Captain,” Zane said.

I slid the Firestar down the front of my jeans and picked