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I frowned at him. “You’ve lost me.”

“You feel it, too, Anita. Not as strongly as I do, but you feel it.”

“Feel what, Damian?”

“This.” He placed his hand against my face, and I wanted to rub my face against his skin. I had a momentary urge to pull him down on the bed beside me. Not for sex, necessarily, but to touch him. To run my hands over that pale skin, to bathe in the power that animated his flesh.

I swallowed hard and drew back from his hand. “What is going on, Damian?”

“You’re a necromancer, and I’m the walking dead. You’ve raised me from the dead twice. You’ve called me once from my coffin and once back from the edge of true death. You’ve healed me with your powers. I am your creature. I have made vows of loyalty to Jean-Claude as my Master of the City, and I honor them, but you I would follow into hell itself. Not out of duty, but out of desire. I can think of nothing better than to be by your side. Nothing pleases me more than doing what you ask. When I’m near you, I find it very hard to do almost anything large, like feeding or leaving your presence, without asking your permission.”

I just stared at him. I didn’t know what to say, not uncommon for me today. But with him sitting so close in the dark room, I had to say something. “Damian, I . . . I didn’t mean for anything like this to happen. I don’t want you to be some sort of undead servant.”

“I know,” he said. “But I also understand why the vampire council made it a habit to kill necromancers. I don’t serve you out of fear. I want to do it. When I am with you, I am happier than without you. It’s a little like being in love, but . . . much more frightening.”

“I knew we had a connection. I even knew why we had it. I just didn’t have any idea it was this strong for you,” I said.

“I didn’t realize you felt drawn to me as I am to you until last night. You could have chosen Asher. He adores you, and you remember being in his bed. But you chose me to kiss. Me to hold. I don’t think it was an accident.”

I shook my head. “I don’t know. I don’t remember everything clearly from last night. The munin is sort of like being drunk.”

“Do you remember what you said to me?”

“I said a lot of things.” But my voice was soft, and I was very afraid I did remember the phrase he was searching for.

“You said, don’t bleed me, fuck me.”

Yep, that was the phrase. Just remembering it was so embarrassing, I squirmed. It was my turn to look away. “It was the munin talking,” I said. “You’re one of the few males that I hang around with that Raina never had sex with. Maybe she wanted something different.”

He touched my face, turned me back to meet his eyes. “That isn’t it, and you know it.”

I pulled back from his hand. “Look, my plate is like full to overflowing with guys right now. I’m flattered, thanks for the offer, but no thanks.”

“And how happy are you with the two men in your bed right now?” he asked. “You’ve had sex with Richard now, and the marks are binding you tighter than ever.”

“Did everyone know that was a possibility but me?” I asked.

“Jean-Claude forbade me from telling you. I thought you had a right to know.”

“I felt Jean-Claude wake this morning before ten. I felt him wake, Damian. I felt the fierceness of his joy, his triumph.” I tried to cross my arms over my chest, and the right one wouldn’t cooperate. “Damn it to hell.”

“I was the servant of my original mistress for a very long time, Anita. The thought of being your servant, anyone’s servant, terrifies me.” He touched the bandages on my right arm. “But I see them using you, Anita. I see them withholding information from you.” He cradled my bandaged hand in both of his. “I swore oaths to Jean-Claude, but it’s your power that makes my heart beat, your pulse I can taste like cherries on my tongue.”

I drew my hand out of his. “What are you saying, Damian?”

“I’m saying that you shouldn’t be the only one of the three that doesn’t know what’s going on.”

“And you can tell me,” I said.

He nodded. “I can answer your questions. In fact, if you make them orders, I can’t refuse