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“Nothing.”

“Whatever that nothing is, it makes you look very serious, almost sad.” He’d moved very close to the bed, fingers touching the edge of the sheet. His face was gentle, questioning, very open. I realized in a way that Ramirez had my ticket. He knew what punched my buttons, partly just coincidence, partly he read me well. He read what I liked and what I hated in a man better than Jean-Claude had for years. I liked honesty, openness, and a sort of little boy charm. There were other things that led to lust, but for my heart that was the way. Jean-Claude was almost never open about anything. He always had a dozen different motives for everything he did. Honesty was not his best thing, and his little boy charm . . . nope. Jean-Claude had gotten there first, and for better or worse that was the way things were.

Maybe a little honesty would work here, too. “I’m wondering how different my life would be if I’d met you or someone like you first.”

“First, that implies that you’ve already met someone.”

“I told you I had two guys back home.”

“You also said you couldn’t decide between them. My grandmother always said that the only reason a woman hesitates between two men is that she hasn’t met the right one.”

“Your grandmother didn’t say that.”

He nodded. “Yes, she did. She was being courted by two men, sort of halfway engaged to both, then she met my grandfather and she knew why she’d been hesitating. She didn’t love either of the two men.”

I sighed. “Don’t tell me I’ve got caught up in some family folklore?”

“You never said you were taken. Tell me I’m wasting my time and I’ll stop.”

I looked up at him, really looked at him, let my eyes follow the smiling line of his face, the shining humor in his eyes. “You’re wasting your time. I am sorry, but I think you are.”

“Think?”

I shook my head. “Stop it, Hernando. I’m taken, okay.”

“You’re not taken until you make a final choice, but that’s okay. I’m not the one. If I were, you’d know it. When you meet him, you won’t have any doubts.”

“Don’t tell me you believe in true love, soul mate kind of stuff.”

He shrugged, fingers running up and down the edge of the sheet. “What can I say? I was raised on stories about love at first sight. My grandmother, both my parents, even my great-grandfather said the same thing. They met that special person, and no one else existed after that.”

“You’re descended from a family of romantics,” I said.

He nodded happily. “My great-grandfather, Poppy, talked about my great-grandmother like they were still school kids right up until he died.”

“It sounds nice, really, but I don’t believe in true love, Hernando. I don’t believe that there’s only one special person for your whole life’s happiness.”

“You don’t want to believe it,” he said.

I shook my head. “This is about to go from cute to irritating, Hernando.”

“At least you’re using my first name.”

“Maybe because I don’t see you as a threat anymore.”

“A threat? Just because I like you? Just because I asked you out?” He frowned when he said it.

It was my turn to shrug. “Whatever I mean, Hernando, just cut the juice. It ain’t going nowhere. Whatever I decide, it’s between the two guys I have waiting for me back home.”

“It sounds like you weren’t sure of that until just now.”

I thought about that for a heartbeat, or two. “You know, I think you’re right. I think I’ve been looking around for someone else, anyone else. But it’s no good.”

“You don’t sound happy about that. Love should make you happy, Anita.”

I smiled and knew it was wistful. “If you think love makes you happy, Hernando, you’ve either never been in love, or never been in love long enough to have to start compromising.”

“You’re not old enough to be this cynical.”

“It’s not cynicism. It’s reality.”

His face was soft and sad. “You’ve lost your sense of romance.”

“I never had a sense of romance. Trust me, the guys at home will back me on it.”

“Then I’m even sorrier.”

“Don’t take this wrong, but hearing you go on about true love and romance, makes me sorry for you. You are setting yourself