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“No, they are ours until their swan king rescues them.”

“Hey, he’s not here, but I am, and I say to you, Coronus of the Black Water Clan, that I will take the swanmanes with me. I will not leave them behind.”

“Why? Why do you care?”

“Why? Partly because I just don’t like you. Partly because I want you dead and I can’t do that tonight according to lycanthrope law. So I’ll cheat you of your prize. That will have to suffice. But don’t ever, ever get in my way again, because I will kill you, Coronus. I will kill you. In fact, I’d enjoy killing you.” I realized that was true. I often killed cold, but there was something in me tonight that wanted him dead. Revenge maybe. I didn’t question it, I just let it show in my eyes. I let the shapeshifter see it, because I knew he’d understand it. He wasn’t human; he knew death when it looked at him.

He did know. I saw the knowledge in his eyes, tasted that fresh spurt of fear like a chemical rush. He looked suddenly tired. “I would give them up if I could, but I cannot. I must have something to show for this night’s activities. I was hoping it would be the swans and the leopards, but if I cannot have one, I must have the other.”

“Why do you care about either the swans or the leopards?” I asked. “They are nothing to you, you cannot make them part of your tribe.”

His eyes shut down, unreadable. But that flash of fear grew, swelling in a rich odor of sweat and bitterness. He was very afraid. And it wasn’t of me, not exactly, but of something that would happen if he didn’t keep the swans. But what?

“I must keep them, Anita Blake.”

“Tell me why?”

“I cannot.” The fear was leaving him. Until that moment I never knew that resignation had a scent, but I could smell the quiet bitterness of defeat on him. It flared through me in a fierce wave, and I knew we’d won.

He shook his head. “I cannot give the swans up.”

“You’ve already lost them. I can smell the defeat on you.”

He bowed his head. “I would give them up if I could, but please, believe me, I cannot give them to you. I cannot.”

“Cannot, or will not?” I asked.

He smiled, and it was bitter like the odor from his skin. “Cannot.” Even his voice held reluctance, as if he wanted to just say yes, but couldn’t.

“Do what’s best for your people, Coronus, walk away from this.” I knew in some indefinable way that we would win. My will to win was greater than his. We would carry this night in victory. Some of the snakes would die, because their leader had lost his nerve. Without his strength of will to buoy them, they could not win. They didn’t want to be here. I looked at each of them, and in turn, they scented the air as I stared at them. Defeat hung over them like smoke; they had no will to win. They didn’t want to be here. So why were they here? Their alpha, their leader, was here, and his will was theirs. So why were they all weak, as if something was missing inside their group, something that made them weak?

I realized with a start that this was what everyone had sensed from the leopards before I came to them . . . this smell of weakness and defeat. Nathaniel was weak. But now my will was his, and I was not weak. I turned to stare into his face, his eyes, and I saw through all the pain, the torture, that he was not hopeless. When I first met him, Nathaniel had had the most hopeless eyes I’d ever seen. But he knew I’d come. He’d known with an absolute certainty that I would not leave him here like this. Gregory could doubt, because he thought with that part of him that was human. But Nathaniel trusted me with something that had nothing to do with logic, and everything to do with truth.

I turned back to Coronus. “Run away from this, Coronus, or some of you won’t see dawn.”

He sighed heavily. “So be it.” And then he did what he shouldn’t have done. Something that had no logic to it, from a nonhuman point of view. He was going to lose, and he knew it. Yet he did a very human thing. He attacked us anyway. Only humans waste energy like that when