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Pale hands reached for me, coming from the light. The sleeve of the white shirt billowed around his arm, and I moved my hand towards him. Jean-Claude’s hand wrapped around mine, and he pulled me towards the light.

I was back in the dark room, but my skin was wet, and I was cold, so cold. Jean-Claude was cradling me in his lap. He was still wearing the vinyl outfit. Then I remembered the fight. I’d been hurt. Jean-Claude leaned over and kissed my forehead, laying his face against mine. His skin was as cold as I felt—like ice pressed against me. The shivering was worse; my body danced in small involuntary movements.

“Cold,” I said.

“I know, ma petite, we are both cold.”

I frowned at him, because I didn’t understand. He was looking at someone else in the room. “I have brought her back, but I cannot give her the warmth she needs to survive.”

I managed to turn my head enough to look around the room. Richard was standing there with Jamil and Shang-Da and Gregory. Richard came to the bed; his hand touched my face. It was hot against my skin. It was too much, and I tried to move away from his hand.

“Anita, can you hear me?”

My teeth were chattering so hard, I could hardly get it out, but finally I said, “Yes.”

“You’ve got a high fever, a very high fever. They put you in a shallow ice bath to bring it down. But your body reacted like a shapeshifter’s. The low temperature while so much damage was healing almost killed you.”

I frowned at him and finally managed to say, “Don’t understand.” The involuntary jerks were getting stronger, strong enough that it hurt the wounds. I was waking up enough to feel how very hurt I was. Things hurt that I didn’t remember getting injured. My muscles ached.

“You need the high temperature to heal, just like we do.”

I didn’t understand who the “we” was. “Who . . .” and a spasm shook my body, tore a scream from my mouth. My body fell into convulsions and pain smashed through me. If I could have breathed, I’d have screamed more. My vision began to disappear in large gray patches.

“Get the doctor!” Richard’s voice.

“You know what must be done, mon ami.”

“If this works, then I’ve lost her.”

My vision cleared for a few seconds. Richard was stripping out of the tight pants. It was the last thing I saw before the gray swept up over my eyes and sucked me down.

9

I THOUGHT I dreamed, but I wasn’t sure. There were faces in the dark, some of them I knew, some of them I didn’t. Cherry with her short blond hair, her face free of makeup, making her look years younger than either of us were. Gregory touching my face. Jamil resting beside me, curled like a dark dream. I drifted in and out, from face to face, body to body, because I could feel their bodies pressed against mine. Naked skin against naked skin. It wasn’t sexual, or not overtly so. I woke, if I woke, enough to know it was Richard’s arms wrapped around me, my body fitting like a spoon against his, his thick hair spilled across my eyes. I slept, knowing I was safe.

I woke slowly, in a cocoon of body heat and that prickling rush of lycanthrope energy. I tried to roll over and found the press of flesh kept me pinned on my side. I opened my eyes. The room was dark, with a small light near the wall like a child’s night-light. My night vision was good enough to be able to see color by it. A man I didn’t know was curled against the front of my body. His face was pressed into my shoulder just above my breasts, his breath hot against my skin. Normally, it would have been my cue to panic and run for the hills, but I just didn’t feel like panicking. I felt warm and safe, and more . . . right than I’d felt in a long time, as if I were wearing a favorite pair of flannel jammies, wrapped in my favorite quilt. It was that kind of comfort, that kind of peacefulness. Even the sight of the arm around my waist from behind didn’t disturb me. Maybe Dr. Lillian had slipped me some medicine that made everything feel okay. All I know was that I didn’t want to move. It was like when you first wake