Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter Colletion_ Books 6-10 - Laurell K. Hamilton [897]
He knelt there supporting both our weights, while our breathing quieted, and the massive pulse of our bodies subsided into silence. And in that silence there was nothing but the feel of his flesh, the raw scent of sex, and in the distance, the satisfaction of the vampire.
10
THE SHOWER WAS one of those group ones, like you’d find in a health club. But I was the only one in it. I’d cleaned off, scrubbed myself thoroughly, but I felt like Lady MacBeth screaming “out, out, damned spot!” Like I’d never really be clean again. I sat on the tiles under the hot, beating water, hugging my knees. I hadn’t planned on crying, but I was. Slow tears that felt cool compared to the water pounding my body. I wasn’t sure why I was crying. My mind was blank. Usually when I try to be blank, I can’t, but just then, there was nothing but the water, the heat, the smooth tiles, and the little voice in my head that kept running round and round like a hamster on a wheel. I couldn’t hear what the voice was saying—I think I didn’t want to. All I knew was that it was screaming.
A noise behind me made me turn. It was Cherry, still naked. None of the leopards ever dressed unless I made them. I turned my head away from her. I didn’t want her to see me cry. I was her Nimir-Ra, her rock. Rocks did not cry.
I knew she was standing over me, could feel it, even before the water’s rhythm changed. She knelt over me, the water sluicing around her, leaving me shivering in the sudden touch of the cool, waterless air. I kept my face turned away from her. She touched my water-soaked hair. When I didn’t protest she hugged me, arms going slowly around me, as if she expected me to complain.
I stayed stiff in her arms, with her body wrapped around me. She just held me, head pressed to the top of mine, her body sheltering me from the water, leaving me colder, even as her body stretched like heat against my wet skin. I leaned into her by painful inches until finally I let her hold me. I cried, and Cherry held me.
The crying never grew, or got loud. It remained slow tears while Cherry held me, and I let her. Finally, there were no more tears, just the sound of the water, the heat, the feel of Cherry’s body around mine. There was comfort in the touch of flesh that went beyond sex. I pulled away, and she drew back. I stood and turned the water off. The silence was sudden and complete. I could feel the press of the night outside. Even without a window, I knew it was the wee hours of morning—maybe two, or even three. It would be dawn in a few short hours. I needed to know why Jean-Claude was in jail. Everything else could wait. We had enemies in town, and I needed to know who they were, what they wanted. After that I’d think about what had just happened, but not yet, not yet. Avoidance is one of my best things.
Cherry handed me a towel and kept one for herself. I wound the towel around my hair and retrieved a second towel for my body. We dried off in silence, no eye contact. It wasn’t shower protocol; girls aren’t as hung up about that as guys. I just didn’t want to talk about what had happened. Not yet.
I wrapped the oversized towel securely around my body, and asked, “Why is Jean-Claude in jail?”
“For murdering you,” she said.
I stared at her for a few seconds, and when I could talk, I said, “Pass that by me again. Slowly.”
“Someone got pictures of Jean-Claude carrying you out of the club. You were covered in blood, Anita. He was covered in your blood.” She shrugged, drying off a spot she’d missed on one long leg.
“But I’m alive,” I said. It sounded almost silly saying it.
“And how would you explain that in less than a week you were healed of wounds that should have killed you?” She straightened, slinging the towel over one shoulder,