Anna Dressed in Blood - Kendare Blake [87]
The room falls silent. I’m no use without my knife. For all I know, the thing might have taken the knife from Will, and now I’ve gotten Thomas and Carmel into a ginormous mess.
“I don’t have my knife,” I mumble.
“Don’t start that,” Anna says. She walks away from me sharply. “Arthur without Excalibur was still Arthur.”
“Yeah,” Carmel intones. “We might not have that athame, but if I’m not mistaken, we’ve got her”—she nods toward Anna—“and that’s something. Will and Chase are dead. We know what did it. We might be next. So let’s freaking circle the wagons and do something!”
* * *
Fifteen minutes later, we’re all inside the Tempo. All four of us—Thomas and me up front, Carmel and Anna in the back. Why we didn’t take Carmel’s much roomier, more reliable, and less conspicuous Audi is beyond me, but that’s what happens when you hatch a plan in fifteen minutes. Except that there isn’t that much of a plan, because we don’t really know what’s happened. I mean, we’ve got hunches—I’ve got more than a hunch—but how could we make a plan when we don’t know what the thing is, or what it wants?
So instead of worrying about what we don’t know, we’re going after what we do. We’re going to find my athame. We’re going to track it magically, which Thomas assures me can be done, with Morfran’s help.
Anna insisted that she come along, because for all her talk of me being King Arthur, I think she knows I’m pretty much defenseless. And I don’t know how well she knows her legends, but Arthur was killed by a ghost from his past that he didn’t see coming. Not exactly the best comparison. Before we left the house, there was a brief discussion about trying to fudge ourselves some alibis for when the police discover Will and Chase. But that was quickly abandoned. Because really, when you may or may not be eaten in the next few days, who the hell cares about alibis?
I’ve got this weird, springy feeling in my muscles. Despite everything that’s happened—Mike’s death, seeing Anna’s murder, Will and Chase’s murder, and the knowledge that whatever killed my father is now here, possibly trying to kill me—I feel, okay. It doesn’t make sense, I know. Everything is messed up. And I still feel okay. I feel almost safe, with Thomas and Carmel and Anna.
When we get to the shop, it occurs to me that I should tell my mother. If it really is the thing that killed my dad, she should know.
“Wait,” I say after we all get out. “I should call my mom.”
“Why don’t you just go get her,” Thomas says, handing me the keys. “She might be able to help. We can get started without you.”
“Thanks,” I say, and get into the driver’s seat. “I’ll be back as soon as I can.” Anna snakes her pale leg over the front seat and drops herself down shotgun.
“I’m going with you.”
I’m not going to argue. I could use the company. I start the car back up and drive. Anna does nothing but watch the trees and buildings go by. I suppose the change of scenery must be interesting to her, but I wish she would say something.
“Did Carmel hurt you, back there?” I ask just for noise.
She smiles. “Don’t be silly.”
“Have you been okay, at the house?”
There’s a stillness on her face that has to be deliberate. She’s always so still, but I get the feeling that her mind is sort of like a shark, twisting and swimming, and all I’ve ever seen is a glimpse of dorsal fin.
“They keep on showing me,” she says carefully. “But they’re still weak. Other than that, I’ve just been waiting.”
“Waiting for what?” I ask. Don’t judge me. Sometimes playing dumb is the only move you’ve got. Unfortunately, Anna doesn’t chase the ball. So we sit, and I drive, and on the tip of my tongue are the words to tell her that I don’t have to do it. I have a very strange life and she’d fit into it. Instead I say, “You didn’t have a choice.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“How can it not?”
“I don’t know, but it doesn’t,” she replies. I catch her smile in the corner of my eye. “I wish it didn’t have to hurt you,” she says.
“Do you?”
“Of course. Believe me, Cassio. I never wanted to be this