Anne's House of Dreams - L. M. Montgomery [106]
‘Why, Mrs Doctor, dear, it will be splendid. The Morgan house is such a fine, big one.’
‘I hate big houses,’ sobbed Anne.
‘Oh, well, you will not hate them by the time you have half a dozen children,’ remarked Susan calmly. ‘And this house is too small already for us. We have no spare room, since Mrs Moore is here, and that pantry is the most aggravating place I ever tried to work in. There is a corner every way you turn. Besides, it is out-of-the-world down here. There is really nothing at all but scenery.’
‘Out of your world perhaps, Susan – but not out of mine,’ said Anne with a faint smile.
‘I do not quite understand you, Mrs Doctor, dear, but of course I am not well educated. But if Dr Blythe buys the Morgan place he will make no mistake, and that you may tie to. They have water in it, and the pantries and closets are beautiful, and there is not another such cellar in P.E. Island, so I have been told. Why, the cellar here, Mrs Doctor, dear, has been a heartbreak to me, as well you know.’
‘Oh, go away, Susan, go away,’ said Anne forlornly. ‘Cellars and pantries and closets don’t make a home. Why don’t you weep with those who weep?’
‘Well, I never was much hand for weeping, Mrs Doctor, dear. I would rather fall to and cheer people up than weep with them. Now, do not you cry and spoil your pretty eyes. This house is very well and has served your turn, but it is high time you had a better.’
Susan’s point of view seemed to be that of most people. Leslie was the only one who sympathized understandingly with Anne. She had a good cry, too, when she heard the news. Then they both dried their tears and went to work at the preparations for moving.
‘Since we must go let us go as soon as we can and have it over,’ said poor Anne with bitter resignation.
‘You know you will like that lovely old place at the Glen after you have lived in it long enough to have dear memories woven about it,’ said Leslie. ‘Friends will come there, as they have come here – happiness will glorify it for you. Now, it’s just a house to you – but the years will make it a home.’
Anne and Leslie had another cry the next week when they shortened Little Jem. Anne felt the tragedy of it until evening when in his long nightie she found her own dear baby again.
‘But it will be rompers next – and then trousers – and in no time he will be grown-up,’ she sighed.
‘Well, you would not want him to stay a baby always, Mrs Doctor, dear, would you?’ said Susan. ‘Bless his innocent heart, he looks too sweet for anything in his little short dresses, with his dear feet sticking out. And think of the save in the ironing, Mrs Doctor, dear.’
‘Anne, I have just had a letter from Owen,’ said Leslie, entering with a bright face. ‘And, oh! I have such good news. He writes me that he is going to buy this place from the church trustees and keep it to spend our summer vacations in. Anne, are you not glad?’
‘Oh, Leslie, “glad” isn’t the word for it! It seems almost too good to be true. I shan’t feel half so badly now that I know this dear spot will never be desecrated by a vandal tribe, or left to tumble down in decay. Why, it’s lovely! It’s lovely!’
One October morning Anne wakened to the realization that she had slept for the last time under the roof of her little house. The day was too busy to indulge regret and when evening came the house was stripped and bare. Anne and Gilbert were alone in it to say farewell. Leslie and Susan and Little Jem had gone to the Glen with the last load of furniture. The sunset light streamed in through the curtainless windows.
‘It has all such a heart-broken, reproachful look, hasn’t it?’ said Anne. ‘Oh, I shall be so homesick at the Glen tonight!’
‘We have been very happy here, haven’t we, Anne-girl?’ said Gilbert, his voice full of feeling.
Anne choked, unable to answer. Gilbert waited for her at the fir-tree gate, while she went over the house and said farewell to every room. She was going away;