Atlas Shrugged - Ayn Rand [290]
“Tonight.”
“What will you do with”—she pointed at the hills beyond the window—“. the Danagger Coal Company? To whom are you leaving it?”
“I don’t know—or care. To nobody or everybody. To whoever wants to take it.”
“You’re not going to dispose of it or appoint a successor?”
“No. What for?”
“To leave it in good hands. Couldn’t you at least name an heir of your own choice?”
“I haven’t any choice. It doesn’t make any difference to me. Want me to leave it all to you?” He reached for a sheet of paper. “I’ll write a letter naming you sole heiress right now, if you want me to.”
She shook her head in an involuntary recoil of horror. “I’m not a looter!”
He chuckled, pushing the paper aside. “You see? You gave the right answer, whether you knew it or not. Don’t worry about Danagger Coal. It won’t make any difference, whether I appoint the best successor in the world, or the worst, or none. No matter who takes it over now, whether men or weeds, it won’t make any difference.”
“But to walk off and abandon ... just abandon ... an industrial enterprise, as if we were in the age of landless nomads or of savages wandering in the jungle!”
“Aren’t we?” He was smiling at her, half in mockery, half in compassion. “Why should I leave a deed or a will? I don’t want to help the looters to pretend that private property still exists. I am complying with the system which they have established. They do not need me, they say, they only need my coal. Let them take it.”
“Then you’re accepting their system?”
“Am I?”
She moaned, looking at the exit door, “What has he done to you?”
“He told me that I had the right to exist.”
“I didn’t believe it possible that in three hours one could make a man turn against fifty-two years of his life!”
“If that’s what you think he’s done, or if you think that he’s told me some inconceivable revelation, then I can see how bewildering it would appear to you. But that’s not what he’s done. He merely named what I had lived by, what every man lives by—at and to the extent of such time as he doesn’t spend destroying himself.”
She knew that questions were futile and that there was nothing she could say to him.
He looked at her bowed head and said gently, “You’re a brave person, Miss Taggart. I know what you’re doing right now and what it’s costing you. Don’t torture yourself. Let me go.”
She rose to her feet. She was about to speak—but suddenly he saw her stare down, leap forward and seize the ashtray that stood on the edge of the desk.
The ashtray contained a cigarette butt stamped with the sign of the dollar.
“What’s the matter, Miss Taggart?”
“Did he ... did he smoke this?”
“Who?”
“Your caller—did he smoke this cigarette?”
“Why, I don’t know ... I guess so ... yes, I think I did see him smoking a cigarette once ... let me see ... no, that’s not my brand, so it must be his.”
“Were there any other visitors in this office today?”
“No. But why, Miss Taggart? What’s the matter?”
“May I take this?”
“What? The cigarette butt?” He stared at her in bewilderment.
“Yes.”
“Why, sure—but what for?”
She was looking down at the butt in the palm of her hand as if it were a jewel. “I don’t know ... I don’t know what good it will do me, except that it’s a clue to”—she smiled bitterly—“to a secret of my own.”
She stood, reluctant to leave, looking at Ken Danagger in the manner of a last look at one departing for the realm of no return.
He guessed it, smiled and extended his hand. “I won’t say good-bye,” he said, “because I’ll see you again in the not too distant future.”
“Oh,” she said eagerly, holding his hand clasped across the desk, “are you going to return?”
“No. You’re going to join me.”
There was only a faint red breath above the structures in the darkness, as if the mills were asleep but alive, with the even breathing of the furnaces and the distant heartbeats of the conveyor belts to show it. Rearden stood at the window of his office, his hand pressed to the pane; in the perspective of distance, his hand covered half a mile of structures, as if he were trying to hold them.
He was looking at a