Atlas Shrugged - Ayn Rand [340]
Looking at Lillian across the table, Taggart said, “Friendship, I find, is the most valuable thing in life—and I would be amiss if I didn’t give you proof of mine.”
“But I’ve never doubted it.”
He lowered his voice to the tone of an ominous warning: “I think I should tell you, as a favor to a friend, although it’s confidential, that your husband’s attitude is being discussed in high places—very high places. I’m sure you know what I mean.”
This was why he hated Lillian Rearden, thought Taggart: she knew the game, but she played it with unexpected variations of her own. It was against all rules to look at him suddenly, to laugh in his face, and -after all those remarks showing that she understood too little—to say bluntly, showing that she understood too much, “Why, darling, of course I know what you mean. You mean that the purpose of this very excellent luncheon was not a favor you wanted to do me, but a favor you wanted to get from me. You mean that it’s you who are in danger and could use that favor to great advantage for a trade in high places. And you mean that you are reminding me of my promise to deliver the goods.”
“The sort of performance he put on at his trial was hardly what I’d call delivering the goods,” he said angrily. “It wasn’t what you had led me to expect.”
“Oh my, no, it wasn.‘t,” she said placidly. “It certainly wasn’t. But, darling, did you expect me not to know that after that performance of his he wouldn’t be very popular in high places? Did you really think you had to tell me that as a confidential favor?”
“But it’s true. I heard him discussed, so I thought I’d tell you.”
“I’m sure it’s true. I know that they would be discussing him. I know also that if there were anything they could do to him, they would have done it right after his trial. My, would they have been glad to do it! So I know that he’s the only one among you who is in no danger whatever, at the moment. I know that it’s they who are afraid of him. Do you see how well I understand what you mean, darling?”
“Well, if you think you do, I must say that for my part I don’t understand you at all. I don’t know what it is you’re doing.”
“Why, I’m just setting things straight—so that you’ll know that I know how much you need me. And now that it’s straight, I’ll tell you the truth in my turn: I didn’t double-cross you, I merely failed. His performance at the trial—I didn’t expect it any more than you did. Less. I had good reason not to expect it. But something went wrong. I don’t know what it was. I am trying to find out. When I do, I will keep my promise. Then you’ll be free to take full credit for it and to tell your friends in high places that it’s you who’ve disarmed him.”
“Lillian,” he said nervously, “I meant it when I said that I was anxious to give you proof of my friendship—so if there’s anything I can do for—”
She laughed. “There isn’t. I know you meant it. But there’s nothing you can do for me. No favor of any kind. No trade. I’m a truly non-commercial person, 1 want nothing in return. Tough luck, Jim. You’ll just have to remain at my mercy.”
“But then why should you want