Black Milk - Elif Shafak [0]
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
Epigraph
PART ONE - Life before Marriage
Signs
In the Beginning There Was Tea . . .
A Talented Sister
One More Cup of Tea
The Harem Within
Moon Woman
PART TWO - Winds of Change
What the Fishermen Know
Of Poets and Babies
The Midnight Coup d’État
PART THREE - Brain Versus Body
Where the Fairies Hang Out
Women Who Change Their Names
The Fugitive Passenger
A Festive Banquet
In Search of the Mother Goddess
Normal on the Outside
Sitting on the Edge
Brain Tree
A Mystery Called Brain
PART FOUR - Never Say Never
Sweet Love
Madame Onion
In Praise of Selfishness
When the Grand Bazaar Smiles
Little Women, Big Hearts
One Blue, One Pink
PART FIVE - Beautiful Surrender
Pregnancy Journal
Books and Babies
A Sea without a Shore
Why Are We Depressed When We Want to Be Happy?
The Celestial Eye
PART SIX - Dark Sweetness
A Djinni in the Room
Womanhood as an Incomplete Narrative
Stranger in the Mirror
Lord Poton and His Family
Lord Poton and You
Writer-Mothers and Their Children
A Crystal Heart
Farewell to a Djinni
PART SEVEN - Daybreak
The Calm after the Storm
Rule of the Thumbelinas by the Thumbelinas
Epilogue
ALSO BY ELIF SHAFAK
The Forty Rules of Love
The Bastard of Istanbul
The Saint of Incipient Insanities
The Gaze
The Flea Palace
VIKING
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Copyright © Elif Shafak, 2007
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Originally published in Turkish as Siyah Sut by Dogan Egmont Yayincilik ve Yapimcilik Tic, A.S., Istanbul.
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Shafak, Elif, 1971–
Black milk : on writing, motherhood, and the harem within / Elif Shafak ; translated by Hande Zapsu.
p. cm.
eISBN : 978-1-101-51410-8
1. Shafak, Elif, 1971–2. Authors, Turkish—21st century—Biography. I. Zapsu, Hande, 1983–II. Title.
PL248.S474Z46 2011
894'.3534—dc22
[B] 2010045818
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