Blackwood Farm - Anne Rice [54]
“ ‘Stop talkin’ to that thing,’ Patsy cried. She changed into a different person—rather, an all too familiar person—screaming at me. ‘It kills me when you talk to that thing. I can’t stand to be around you when you talk to that thing. And then they say I’m a bad mother!’ And so I stopped talking to Goblin and gave all my kisses to Patsy for an hour or more. I liked being in her lap. I liked being rocked by her. She smelled good and so did her cigarette. And in my dim childlike mind, I knew it marked a change of sorts.
“But there was more to it than that. I felt a dark feeling when I clung to Patsy. I felt something like despair. I’ve been told I couldn’t have felt such a thing at that age, but that’s not true. I felt it. I clung to Patsy, and I ignored Goblin even though he danced around and tugged on my sleeve.
“That night Patsy came up to watch television in here with Goblin and me and Little Ida, an unprecedented event, and we had a riot of laughter together, though what we actually watched I don’t recall. The impression made upon me was that Patsy was my friend suddenly, and I thought she was very pretty, I always had thought she was very pretty, but I loved Pops too and could never choose between the two.
“From that day forward, it seemed that Patsy and I had more hugs and kisses for each other, if not anything else. Hugging and kissing have always been big on Blackwood Farm, and now Patsy was in the loop, as far as I was concerned.
“By age six or so I had the run of the property and knew well enough not to play too near the swamp that borders us to the west and southwest.
“If it hadn’t been for Goblin, my favorite place would have been the old cemetery, which, as I’ve told you, was once beloved by my great-great-great-grandmother Virginia Lee.
“As I’ve described, the guests adored the place, and the tale of how Mad Manfred restored every tombstone just to quiet the conscience of Virginia Lee. The elaborate little cast-iron fence that surrounded the place had all been patched and was kept painted jet-black, and the small stone shell of a pointed-roof church was swept clear of leaves every day. It’s an echo chamber, the little church, and I loved to go in there and say ‘Goblin!’ and hear it come back to me, and have him doubled over with silent giggles.
“Now the roots of the four oak trees down there have buckled some of the rectangular tombs as well as the little fence, but what can anyone do about an oak tree? No one kin to me would ever chop down any kind of tree, that’s for certain, and these trees all had their name.
“Virginia Lee’s Oak was the one on the far side of the cemetery, between it and the swamp, and Manfred’s Oak was right beside it, while on this side there was William’s Oak, and Ora Lee’s Oak, all fantastically thick with huge heavy arms that dip down to the ground.
“I loved to play down there, until Goblin started his campaign.
“I must have been about seven years old when I saw the first ghosts in the cemetery, and I can see this very vividly now as I speak. Goblin and I were rollicking down there, and a long way off I could hear the thumping of Patsy’s latest band. We had left the cemetery proper and I was struggling up one of the long armlike branches of Ora Lee’s Oak that is closest to the house, though not really all that close to the house at all.
“I turned my head to the right for no apparent reason and I saw a small gathering of people, two women and a boy and a man, all drifting above the buckled and crowded community of graves. I was not frightened at all. In fact, I think I thought, ‘Oh, so these are the ghosts that everybody talks about,’ and I was silently stunned looking