Blood and Gold - Anne Rice [84]
Eudoxia turned to Avicus, and at once I sensed a threat in her posture. Her limbs stiffened, and it seemed that her eyes became unusually hard. She meant to do something evil to Avicus, and there was no time for me to wait and see what that might be.
I rose, and rushing at her, took hold of her by both wrists, turning her so that inevitably and furiously she looked up at me.
Of course this physical strength could accomplish little here, but what more could I do? What had my powers become over these years? I didn’t know. But there was no time to ponder or experiment. I summoned, from the very depths of my being, all the destructive force I might possess.
I felt a pain in my belly and then in my head, and while Eudoxia went limp in my grasp, with her eyes closed, I felt a dreadful heat come full force against my face and chest. But I was not burnt by it. I repelled it and drove it back whence it had come.
In sum, this was a battle, and I had no idea who might win it. I sought again to bring all the force that I could command into action and again I saw her weaken, felt her weaken, and yet there came the heat once more against me but it had no effect.
I threw her down on the marble floor and I stood over her, gathering the force with all my will and directing it towards her, and she writhed on the marble, her eyes closed, and her hands shuddering. My force held her pinioned. My force would not let her rise.
At last she went still. She breathed deeply and then she opened her eyes, and she looked up at me.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw her acolytes Asphar and Rashid coming to assist her. Both brandished huge glittering swords. I looked desperately about for one of the oil lamps in the hope that I could burn one of them with flaming oil, but then my thoughts went before me with all my strength and with utter rage: Oh, if I could only burn you! And Rashid stopped, cried out, and then burst into flames.
With utter horror, I beheld this. I knew I had done it. And so did all present. The boy’s bones were visible but for an instant and then they collapsed and the flames leapt and danced on the marble floor.
I had no choice but to turn to Asphar. But Eudoxia cried out.
“Enough.” She struggled to rise but she couldn’t do it. I took both her hands and lifted her to her feet.
With her head bowed she backed away from me. She turned and looked at the remains of Rashid.
“You’ve destroyed one who was dear to me,” she said, her voice quivering. “And you didn’t even know you had the power of Fire.”
“And you meant to destroy my Avicus,” I said, “and you meant to destroy me.” I sighed as I looked at her. “What choice did you give me? You have been my teacher in regard to my powers.” I trembled with exhaustion and fury. “We might have all lived here in accord.”
I looked at Asphar who didn’t dare to come any closer. I looked at Eudoxia who sat weak and useless in her chair.
“I mean to leave now,” I said, “and take my two companions with me. If you try to harm any of us, I’ll turn my full power on you. And as you said, I do not even know what it is myself.”
“You threaten from fear,” she said wearily. “And you won’t leave here without giving me a life for a life. You burnt Rashid. Give me Avicus. Give him to me now of your own free will.”
“I will not,” I said coldly. I felt my power gathered inside me. I glared at Asphar. The poor child blood drinker quivered in terror.
Eudoxia sat sullenly in her chair, her head still bowed.
“What a loss there has been here, Eudoxia,” I said. “We could have given such riches of mind to each other.”
“Stop your golden talk, Marius,” she said, looking up angrily, her eyes full of blood tears. “You still fear me. Bring me to the Mother and the Father, and let the Mother decide who shall be her keeper, you or I.”
I answered quickly,
“I won’t have you under my roof, Eudoxia. But I will take the matter