Blood Canticle - Anne Rice [64]
Only slowly I followed him.
The night outside beat hard on the windows, the song of the winged things, throb of the frogs, with the full authority of the big garden.
Narrow hallway, soaring walls. Evil stairs. Too straight, too long. The alien fragrance again. But more than that the smell of mortal death. How did I come by this? Hand touching the newel post, sparked off it. Mortal tumbling down and down. Stairs made for the word “headlong.” These doors like temple doors rise up in protest to this domestic constriction.
“. . . added in 1868,” said Michael, “everything just a little smaller in this room, but the best plasterwork in all the house.” A wall of books, old leather.
“Oh, yes,” I said, “a magnificent ceiling. Tiny faces up there in the plaster medallion.”
Mona made a circuit of the room, heels silenced by the red carpet, went to the long window that opened on the small side porch and peered out as though measuring the world specifically by these particular lace curtains. Peacocks in the lace curtains. Then she pivoted and stared at Michael.
He nodded. Flash of menace to her in his remembrance. Something dreadful, something deadly come to the window. Hymns of death and dying. The family ghost made flesh and blood. Denial. Hurry. Rowan waits. Rowan scared. Rowan very near.
“Come on, sweetheart,” he said to Mona.
Did I sound so intimate when I called her that?
For one moment I wanted to put my arm around her just to stake my claim. My fledgling now, my baby. Shameful.
Dining room a perfect square with a perfectly round table. Chippendale chairs. Surrounded by murals of the heyday of a plantation. A different sort of chandelier. But I don’t know the name for it. It was set low, like so many candles.
Rowan sat alone at the table, perfectly reflected in the gloss.
She wore a dark purple robe, sashed, with satin lapels, mannish, except that with her piquant naked face and tiny shoulders she was so perfectly a female creature. Bit of white nightgown revealed. Indifferent hair second fiddle to her large gray eyes and virginal mouth. She stared at me as if she didn’t know me. The pressure of knowledge behind her eyes was so immense, she might have been blind.
Then she looked at Mona. She rose out of her chair, right arm flung out, finger stabbing:
“Get her!” she whispered as though her throat were closing up. She ran round the table. “We’ll bury her under the tree! Do you hear me, Michael!” She gasped for breath. “Get her, she’s dead, can’t you see it, get her!” She ran towards Mona, and Michael, brokenhearted, caught her in his arms. “I’ll bury her myself,” she said. “Get the shovel, Michael.” A hoarse hysterical yet muted screaming.
Mona bit deep into her lip and cringed in the corner, eyes ablaze, Quinn struggling to hold her.
“We’ll dig deep, deep,” Rowan said, soft eyebrows knotted. “We’ll bury her so she never comes back! Can’t you see that she’s dead! Don’t listen to her! She’s dead. She knows she’s dead.”
“You wish I were dead!” Mona sobbed. “You hateful, hateful thing!” The anger arched out of her like a great fiery tongue. “You hateful lying thing. You know the man who took my daughter! You always knew. You let it happen. You hated me because of Michael. You hated me that it was Michael’s child! You let that man take her.”
“Mona, stop,” I said.
“Honey, please, my darling, please,” Michael pleaded with Rowan for everyone and for his exhausted, bewildered self, holding Rowan effortlessly as she scratched at his arms.
I went to her, disentangled her from her lawfully wedded husband, and caught her up and peered into her intense manic eyes. I said:
“I did it because she was dying. Lay the sin on me.”
She saw me. Truly