Books Burn Badly - Manuel Rivas [172]
‘“Can I take it out on loan?”
‘“No, you can’t. There are six volumes. This is the first. You can start with this one. Here, in the library.”’
When it came to closing time in Germinal, on Sol Street, which leads into Orzán Bay, Polka was so absorbed by the book he decided to commit a transgression and take it with him, hidden under his jacket. That was at the end of June, just before St John’s Eve. He saw her at the bonfires and turned pale in front of the flames. He went to the library on several occasions, intending to return it, but on reaching the door, he saw Minerva there and was unable to enter out of guilt and shame. He, a park and garden employee, a bagpiper from Castro who could play as well in a tribute to Sacco and Vanzetti as in a procession for Our Lady of Mount Carmel, patron of the sea, shelter for castaways, he, member of the Shining Light in the Abyss association, reader of Brazo y Cerebro and The Ideal Novel – to have stolen a book like a petty thief! But he’d made up his mind. Without further ado, when he left work on Friday the 17th, before attending Curtis’ first fight, he would go to Germinal and return it. Very seriously, he would offer his apologies to Minerva. Volunteer to help out. He could do a bit of everything. That was the advantage of living on the border between city and field. But it wasn’t possible. That evening was the first time the ships’ sirens sounded on news of the military uprising in North Africa and people flocked down to the city centre. He spent all night with the book under his arm. There were demonstrations for people to be given arms in defence of the Republic. And he went as well, feeling a little crestfallen.
‘Don’t lose your sense of humour now, Polka,’ said Arturo da Silva. ‘Without weapons, what’ll we do if you’re out of sorts? Come on, pray for us in Latin, it’s quicker.’
It was nothing to do with his mood. Or fear at what was happening. How to explain to Arturo the burden of guilt? Guilt for Man and guilt for the Earth. Guilty guilt. He couldn’t tell him. In the middle of a military coup, at a time of life and death, he couldn’t say he’d kept a book by Élisée Reclus. It was a trifle, but the guilt was enormous and weighed on him.
He opened Volume I and saw the terrestrial globe held by two hands: ‘Man is Nature achieving self-consciousness’.
‘Would you believe it? That was how the first volume of Man and the Earth escaped the flames. The rest burnt. The guy in charge was desperate to lay his hands on a New Testament. Kept asking us. First he burnt the books, then he wanted to act as firefighter for Christ. But there was nothing he could do. What he didn’t know was the pain I felt as I turned over the ashes to see if anything remained of Élisée Reclus. Even Olinda didn’t know how I got this book. That’s war for you. You’re left with an encyclopedic volume whose brothers are missing. I sometimes dream the library’s open. I go to return the book and Minerva says, “Now, as a punishment, you’ll have to read all the volumes.” So I have to read all the volumes and I can because we’re not at war.’
‘You were going to read me something, Papa.’
‘That’s right. Just a moment.’
Polka was unsure whether it was better to look at the globe through his presbyopics or to see it blurred. He now had problems with the sight of his hands. When the globe became well, sort of global, they trembled.
Nel blu dipinto di blu
Korea disappeared for a year from the Western Quay. He came back shaven, without that showy hair he wore like a mane. Very serious. Having lost weight. Everything in him had got smaller, except for his eyebrows, which cast a shadow on the gullies of his face, as if time had rushed past, carrying with it the vegetation, the flesh on the terraces, the