Books Burn Badly - Manuel Rivas [208]
‘You walk down the street and miss lots of interesting things.’
‘Yes, our eyes are sometimes a little imprisoned.’
Chelo wrote while saying aloud, ‘6 Pardo Bazán. Architect: José Caridad Mateo.’
‘Caridad Mateo,’ he repeated. ‘The son of General Caridad Pita.’
‘That’s right, one of them.’
They kept up the same tone, but to talk of the Caridad family normally was unusual. A pretence. In the city, its environment, even in private, you didn’t talk about General Caridad Pita or his sons. It would have been an anomaly. His name was a taboo among the victors, even to be cursed or denigrated. General Caridad was the leading military authority at the time of the coup, he remained loyal to the constituted government and, in front of the firing squad, shouted, ‘Long live the Republic!’ No, it wasn’t normal to talk about General Caridad. Or his son, the architect, who was in prison and then went into exile. Or the other, younger son who fled by ship. They disappeared, vanished. Ex-men.
‘I understand the architect’s in Mexico,’ said the judge. In fact, he had this on good authority. Inspector Ren had told him so. But he didn’t say this. He just added, ‘I’ll have to take a look at number 6 Pardo Bazán.’
‘He was very talented. Did you ever meet him?’
‘No,’ replied Samos. ‘Not him.’
They never spoke of the matter again. For him, the conversation had been reassuring. The mention of that name that had been struck off the census helped to banish his fears. The buildings were there, in the book of the city, with their styles, history and people who studied them. Hardly surprising they also had their ghosts, after what had happened.
Chelo did not deserve this suspicious, jealous state that had been gnawing away inside him for years. He couldn’t exactly say when their relationship ceased to have to do with feelings. The balance of their marriage was a front sustained by interest and convenience. They didn’t have problems because they were both polite and respected each other’s space as you respect someone’s furniture. The twin blades of a pair of scissors. It was Father Munio who had once compared marriage to a pair of scissors. One blade can’t function without the other. The judge may have been the main cause of distance. This was something he’d started to consider after all these years. He hadn’t paid her enough attention when her father, Mayarí, died. Depression? He didn’t understand. Dying was one of the laws of life, wasn’t it? He hadn’t known how to respond in the case of Gabriel. He realised now his discomfort was caused not just by his speech impediment, that terrible stutter, but by any other sign of weakness or imperfection. Though he never would have recognised it – he believed a patriarch’s sincerity was counterproductive in the home and the slightest Freudian concession gave him an itch – there may have been some truth in Chelo’s theory that he was taking out his own frustrations on Gabriel. His serious character had lately veered towards taciturn melancholy. He easily got annoyed, especially in the Palace of Justice, be it in his office or in the courtroom. Where before he had felt firm and strong, now he frequently became despotic. His concern, his obsession with the ‘Portuguese architect’, had threatened to ruin their diplomatic entente. Stuck in the Crypt, driven by his reading of the man with fiery words, he fell into a kind of rugged fanaticism. When he received an answer from his Most Worthy colleague, he almost exploded with rage. The Portuguese architect didn’t exist. Who was the other man? Finally he managed to control himself and enter a period of cold calculation. He went so far as to design the most sordid use possible of his powers as judge should it reach the point where he had to defend his honour. He went through the law and sentences with a fine-tooth comb. He could make Chelo Vidal go to