Breaking Dawn - Stephenie Meyer [189]
They let him go? I asked. Just like that?
His smile was darker now, a little twisted. The Volturi arent supposed to be the villains, the way they seem to you. They are the foundation of our peace and civilization. Each member of the guard chooses to serve them. Its quite prestigious; they all are proud to be there, not forced to be there.
I scowled at the ground.
Theyre only alleged to be heinous and evil by the criminals, Bella.
Were not criminals.
Jacob huffed in agreement.
They dont know that.
Do you really think we can make them stop and listen?
Edward hesitated just the tiniest moment and then shrugged. If we find enough friends to stand beside us. Maybe.
If. I suddenly felt the urgency of what we had before us today. Edward and I both started to move faster, breaking into a run. Jacob caught up quickly.
Tanya shouldnt be too much longer, Edward said. We need to be ready.
How to be ready, though? We arranged and rearranged, thought and rethought. Renesmee in full view? Or hidden at first? Jacob in the room? Or outside? Hed told his pack to stay close but invisible. Should he do the same?
In the end, Renesmee, Jacob-in his human form again-and I waited around the corner from the front door in the dining room, sitting at the big polished table. Jacob let me hold Renesmee; he wanted space in case he had to phase quickly.
Though I was glad to have her in my arms, it made me feel useless. It reminded me that in a fight with mature vampires, I was no more than an easy target; I didnt need my hands free.
I tried to remember Tanya, Kate, Carmen, and Eleazar from the wedding. Their faces were murky in my ill-lit memories. I only knew they were beautiful, two blondes and two brunettes. I couldnt remember if there was any kindness in their eyes.
Edward leaned motionlessly against the back window wall, staring toward the front door. It didnt look like he was seeing the room in front of him.
We listened to the cars zooming past out on the freeway, none of them slowing.
Renesmee nestled into my neck, her hand against my cheek but no images in my head. She didnt have pictures for her feelings now.
What if they dont like me? she whispered, and all our eyes flashed to her face.
Of course theyll-, Jacob started to say, but I silenced him with a look.
They dont understand you, Renesmee, because theyve never met anyone like you, I told her, not wanting to lie to her with promises that might not come true. Getting them to understand is the problem.
She sighed, and in my head flashed pictures of all of us in one quick burst. Vampire, human, werewolf. She fit nowhere.
Youre special, thats not a bad thing.
She shook her head in disagreement. She thought of our strained faces and said, This is my fault.
No, Jacob, Edward, and I all said at exactly the same time, but before we could argue further, we heard the sound wed been waiting for: the slowing of an engine on the freeway, the tires moving from pavement to soft dirt.
Edward darted around the corner to stand waiting by the door. Renesmee hid in my hair. Jacob and I stared at each other across the table, desperation on our faces.
The car moved quickly through the woods, faster than Charlie or Sue drove. We heard it pull into the meadow and stop by the front porch. Four doors opened and closed. They didnt speak as they approached the door. Edward opened it before they could knock.
Edward! a female voice