Breaking Dawn - Stephenie Meyer [55]
There was no fear as Bella glanced up at her now. Her expression was apologetic or something. Then Rosalie snatched a basin from the floor and held it under Bellas chin just in time for Bella to throw up noisily into it.
Edward fell to his knees by Bellas side-his eyes all tortured-looking-and Rosalie held out her hand, warning him to keep back.
None of it made sense.
When she could raise her head, Bella smiled weakly at me, sort of embarrassed. Sorry about that, she whispered to me.
Edward moaned real quiet. His head slumped against Bellas knees. She put one of her hands against his cheek. Like she was comforting him.
I didnt realize my legs had carried me forward until Rosalie hissed at me, suddenly appearing between me and the couch. She was like a person on a TV screen. I didnt care she was there. She didnt seem real.
Rose, dont, Bella whispered. Its fine.
Blondie moved out of my way, though I could tell she hated to do it. Scowling at me, she crouched by Bellas head, tensed to spring. She was easier to ignore than I ever would have dreamed.
Bella, whats wrong? I whispered. Without thinking about it, I found myself on my knees, too, leaning over the back of the couch across from her husband. He didnt seem to notice me, and I barely glanced at him. I reached out for her free hand, taking it in both of mine. Her skin was icy. Are you all right?
It was a stupid question. She didnt answer it.
Im so glad you came to see me today, Jacob, she said.
Even though I knew Edward couldnt hear her thoughts, he seemed to hear some meaning I didnt. He moaned again, into the blanket that covered her, and she stroked his cheek.
What is it, Bella? I insisted, wrapping my hands tight around her cold, fragile fingers.
Instead of answering, she glanced around the room like she was searching for something, both a plea and a warning in her look. Six pairs of anxious yellow eyes stared back at her. Finally, she turned to Rosalie.
Help me up, Rose? she asked.
Rosalies lips pulled back over her teeth, and she glared up at me like she wanted to rip my throat out. I was sure that was exactly the case.
Please, Rose.
The blonde made a face, but leaned over her again, next to Edward, who didnt move an inch. She put her arm carefully behind Bellas shoulders.
No, I whispered. Dont get up She looked so weak.
Im answering your question, she snapped, sounding a little bit more like the way she usually talked to me.
Rosalie pulled Bella off the couch. Edward stayed where he was, sagging forward till his face was buried in the cushions. The blanket fell to the ground at Bellas feet.
Bellas body was swollen, her torso ballooning out in a strange, sick way. It strained against the faded gray sweatshirt that was way too big for her shoulders and arms. The rest of her seemed thinner, like the big bulge had grown out of what it had sucked from her. It took me a second to realize what the deformed part was-I didnt understand until she folded her hands tenderly around her bloated stomach, one above and one below. Like she was cradling it.
I saw it then, but I still couldnt believe it. Id seen her just a month ago. There was no way she could be pregnant. Not that pregnant.
Except that she was.
I didnt want to see this, didnt want to think about this. I didnt want to imagine him inside her. I didnt want to know that something I hated so much had taken root in the body I loved. My stomach heaved, and I had to swallow back vomit.
But it was worse than that, so much worse. Her distorted body, the bones jabbing against the skin of her face. I could only guess that she looked like this-so pregnant, so sick- because whatever was inside her was taking her life to feed its own
Because it was a monster. Just like its father.
I always knew he would kill her.
His head snapped up as he heard the words