Burnt Offerings - Laurell K. Hamilton [10]
I said, “You are going to leave Nathaniel alone. When the police arrive, you are going to do everything they tell you to do. No arguments, no fighting, or I will kill you. Do you understand me, Zane?”
“Yes,” he said, and more blood flowed in a heavy line from his mouth. He started to cry. Tears welled down his bloodstained face.
Crying? The bad guys aren’t supposed to cry.
“I’m so glad you’ve come,” he said. “I tried to take care of them, but I couldn’t. I tried to be Gabriel, but I couldn’t be him.” His shoulder had healed enough that he covered his eyes with his hand so we couldn’t see him cry, but his voice was thick with tears, as well as blood.
“I’m so glad you’ve come to us, Anita. I’m so glad we’re not alone anymore.”
I didn’t know what to say. Denying that I was going to be their leader seemed a bad idea with bodies littering the area. If I refused his offer, he might get nasty again and I’d have to kill him. I realized suddenly with something like a physical jolt that I didn’t want to kill him. Was it the tears? Maybe. But it was more than that. It was the fact that I’d killed their alpha, their protector, and never given a thought what that might do to the rest of the wereleopards. It had never occurred to me that there was no second in command, no one to fill Gabriel’s place. I certainly couldn’t be their alpha. I didn’t turn furry once a month. But if it would keep Zane from tearing up any more doctors, I could play along for a while.
By the time the cops arrived, Zane was healed. He’d curled around Nathaniel’s unconscious body like it was a teddy bear, still crying. He stroked Nathaniel’s hair and muttered over and over, “She’ll keep us safe. She’ll keep us safe. She’ll keep us safe.”
I think the “she” was me, and I was in way over my head.
5
STEPHEN LAY IN the narrow hospital bed. His curly blond hair was longer than mine, sweeping across the white pillow. Angry red and pink scars crisscrossed his delicate face. He looked like he’d been shoved through a window, which is exactly what had happened. Stephen, who didn’t outweigh me by twenty pounds, had stood his ground. Zane had finally shoved him through a wire-mesh safety window. Like shoving someone through a wire cheese grater. If it had been a human being, they’d be dead. Even Stephen was hurt, badly hurt. But he was healing. I couldn’t literally see the scars fading. It was like trying to watch a flower bloom. You knew it happened, but you never got to see it. I’d glance back at him, and there’d be one less scar. It was unnerving as hell.
Nathaniel was in the other bed. His hair was longer than Stephen’s. Waist length, I was betting. Hard to judge since I’d only seen him prone. It was the darkest of auburns, almost brown but not. It was a rich, deep mahogany. The hair lay on the white sheets like the pelt of an animal, thick and shining.
He was pretty rather than handsome, and couldn’t have been more than five foot six. The hair helped the illusion of femininity. But his shoulders were disproportionately broad, part weightlifting, but part genetics. He had great shoulders, but they belonged on someone about half a foot taller. He had to be eighteen to strip at Guilty Pleasures. His face was slender, jaw too smooth. He might have been eighteen, but he wasn’t much over. Maybe someday he’d grow into the shoulders.
We were in a semiprivate room on the isolation ward. The floor that most hospitals kept for lycanthropes, vamps, and other preternatural citizens. Anything they thought might be dangerous. Zane would have been dangerous. But the cops had carted him away, wounds nearly healed. His flesh had pushed my bullets out onto the floor like rejected bits of organ. I didn’t think we needed the isolation ward for Stephen and Nathaniel. I could be wrong on Nathaniel, but I didn’t think so. I trusted Stephen’s judgment better than that.
Nathaniel hadn’t regained