Burnt Offerings - Laurell K. Hamilton [97]
The house had a medium-sized rectangular flower bed that got full sun almost all day. It had been a rose garden, but the last owners had dug up the plants and tried to take them with them. It looked like the far side of the moon, complete with craters. It had looked so barren that I’d spent a weekend planting the damn thing. Rose moss for the border just because I loved the bright little flowers. Zinnias behind that because the flower colors echoed each other. It was a riot of color, nothing subtle. Butterflies and hummingbirds were attracted to the zinnias. I’d planted cosmos behind the zinnias, towering, feathery and tangled at the same time, with lovely pale open flowers that the butterflies loved and the hummingbirds weren’t so fond of. The colors of the cosmos were a little too pastel compared with the other colors, but hey, it still worked. In the fall the cosmos would have seed heads for the goldfinches.
The flower bed had been some sort of admission to myself that I might be here awhile. That I couldn’t go back to an apartment or a condo. That my life didn’t allow me the luxury of close neighbors.
Richard had remarked as we drove up, “Nice flowers.”
“I couldn’t just leave it bare.”
He made a noncommittal noise. Nearly three months away from each other and even without the marks, he knew me well enough to know when not to say something. It bugged me that I had been unable to leave the flower bed barren and ripped. I hated the fact that I’d been driven to make it pretty. No, I am not comfortable with my feminine side.
Richard and Jamil carried Gregory in on the stretcher that the hospital had loaned us. Lillian had pumped the wereleopard so full of painkillers that he was feeling no pain. I was grateful for that. Awake, he had a tendency to whimper and scream.
Strangely, Cherry turned out to be a nurse. She’d taken one look at Gregory and suddenly turned into a professional. A layer of confidence and competence crawled out of nowhere. She was like a different person. Once Gregory let her touch him, didn’t reject her help, Cherry was calm. Though truthfully, it wasn’t until Dr. Lillian had seemed to trust Cherry that I did, too. Lillian was confident that she could help us put Gregory into traction and not injure him further. I trusted Lillian’s opinion, but I still didn’t trust Cherry. I might not have approved of Richard smacking her around, but I agreed that anyone who left you behind to die wasn’t trustworthy. No shame in being weak, but I’d never trust her at my back.
Vivian wouldn’t let Zane carry her into the house, even though walking was obviously painful. She clung to my arm with both her small hands. Truthfully, her hands weren’t any smaller than my own, but somehow she seemed fragile. It wasn’t size, or even just the rape, but something about Vivian herself. Even wrapped in the borrowed red coat and a scruffy blue robe that Lillian had loaned her, Vivian looked delicate, feminine, lovely in an almost ethereal sort of way. It’s hard to look lovely and ethereal with half your face swollen tight with bruises, but she managed it.
She stumbled on the rock walkway to the house. I caught her, but her knees buckled and I came damn near dropping her on the rocks.
Zane tried to help me, but Vivian let out a small sound and hid her face against my shoulder. Once we hit the