Cerulean Sins - Laurell K. Hamilton [82]
“Gregory’s my leopard, I’m his Nimir-Ra.”
Micah smoothed his hand down the side of my face. “And I’m his Nimir-Raj. Go back to sleep. I’ll take care of it, that’s what you hired me for, right?”
I had to smile at him, but I didn’t like not going to Gregory’s rescue. It must have shown on my face, because he knelt beside the bed, taking my hand in his. “Gregory is having hysterics because his father’s in town. I’m going to go and see how he’s doing, maybe bring him back here so his father can’t find him through the phone book.”
I was having trouble focusing on Micah’s face. I’d crawled out of sleep, but it was sucking at me again. “Yes,” I said, voice starting to sound distant, even to me, “bring him back here.”
He kissed me gently on the forehead, my hand still in his. “I will. Now sleep, or you’re going to make yourself sick. A sick Nimir-Ra can’t protect anybody.”
Since I couldn’t keep my eyes from giving long blinks, it was hard to argue. Him kissing my hand was the first hint I had that he’d stood up. That had been a long blink.
The bed moved, and Nathaniel cuddled up against me. His arm across my stomach, one leg across my thigh. It was one of his favorite sleeping positions, but something wasn’t right with it. “Clothes,” I said, and I frowned harder, “Can’t feed off Nathaniel again.”
Micah reappeared in my line of sight. “You’ve only been asleep about two hours, that’s why you’re so tired. If you fed the ardeur at dawn, you’ve got at least six hours before you need to feed again. We’re just putting him in here so he won’t be alone.”
The last few words floated out of the dark, and it wasn’t until he’d been quiet for a long time that I opened my eyes to an empty room. Nathaniel was tucked in against me, his face hidden against my shoulder. He snuggled in tighter, leaving me with about an inch of bed to spare. I started to move him over and get out of bed to find the pajamas no one had given me, but I fell back to sleep. The wereleopards were having a bad influence on how comfortable I was being nude.
24
I DREAMED. BELLE Morte sat at her dressing table, her long black hair fell in waves, freshly brushed, gleaming in the candlelight. She wore a gown of deep yellow gold, and I knew before she turned those honey brown eyes to me that the color of the robe brought out the gold in them.
Her lips were red and moist, as if she’d just licked them. She held out her white hand towards me. “Come, ma petite, come, sit with me.” She smiled with that red, red mouth, and I wanted nothing more than to go to her, to take that outstretched hand, and be held.
I actually started forward a step and found I was wearing a gown similar to hers. I could feel the layers of petticoats, the metal of the stays digging in, forcing my posture absolutely straight. The gown was a rich crimson, a color that made my own skin gleam white, my hair blacker for the contrast, my own lips redder than they truly were, my dark eyes nearly black.
I touched the unfamiliar clothes, and it helped me to think, helped me to hesitate. I shook my head. “No,” and my whisper echoed oddly through the room.
She waved that pale hand at me. “As you like, ma petite, but come closer, so I may know you better.”
I shook my head again, forcing my fingers to touch the heavy, unfamiliar fabric of the gown. “I am not your ma petite.”
“Of course, you are, for everything that belongs to Jean-Claude is mine.”
“No,” I said. It seemed like I should have been saying more, but I couldn’t think with her sitting there wrapped in candlelight, a bowl of old-fashioned roses on the table by her elbow. The roses were her rose, created and named for her centuries ago.
She stood in a swish of skirts, that rustling sound that made my pulse beat faster, and my body tighten. Run, run, I screamed it in my head, but my body wasn’t moving.
She walked slowly towards me, her breasts mounded by the tight clothing. I had a sudden flash of memory of what it was like to kiss along that gleaming skin.
I took two handfuls of the long skirt, turned on my high-heeled