Christ the Lord - Anne Rice [50]
I stopped. He was frightened. He backed away and my brothers shifted uneasily away from me.
I stepped forward and James stepped back again.
“Well, you are my older brother,” I said, “and you are the head of this family, and I owe you obedience, and I owe you patience. And obedience I have tendered and patience I have tried, and will try again, and, with it all, respect for you, whom I love and have always loved, knowing who you are and what you are, and what you've endured and what we all must endure.”
He was speechless and shaken.
“But now,” I said. “Now hear this.” I reached down and opened the chest. I threw the lid back. I stared at the contents, the glistening alabaster jars, and the great collection of gold coins that it held, nestled in their tapestried box. I lifted the box. I emptied the coins onto the floor. I saw them glittering as they scattered.
“Now hear this,” I said. “This is mine, and was given me at my birth, and I give it now for Avigail's bridal raiment, and for her rings, and for her bracelets and for all the wealth that's been taken from her; I give it for her canopy. I give it for her! And my brother, I tell you now I will not marry. And this—this is my ransom from it!” I pointed to the coins. “My ransom!”
Helplessly, he looked at me. He looked at the scattered coins. Persian coins. Pure gold. The purest gold of which a man can form a coin.
I didn't look down at them again. I'd seen them once long ago. I knew what they looked like; I knew how they felt, what they weighed. I didn't look now. But I saw them shining in the darkness.
My vision was blurred as I looked at James.
“I love you, my brother,” I said. “Let me in peace now!”
His hands hovered, fingers opening uncertainly. He reached out for me.
We stood reaching for each other.
But a knock sounded on the door, an insistent knock, and after it another and another.
From without came the loud voice of Jason. “Yeshua, open to us. Yeshua, open now.”
I hung my head and folded my arms. I looked at my mother and gave her the most weary smile and she clasped my neck with her hand.
Cleopas opened the door.
In, from the crashing downpour, came the Rabbi, under a tent of wool wrappings, and with him Jason, covered in the same way. The door banged in the wind, and the wind gusted through the room, like a beast let loose among us. Cleopas shut the door.
“Yeshua,” said the Rabbi without a word to anyone else standing. “In the name of Heaven, stop it.”
“Stop it?” asked James. “Stop what!”
“The rain, Yeshua!” said the Rabbi earnestly, imploring me, from beneath his shadow hood of wool. “Yeshua, it's an inundation!”
“Yeshua,” said Jason, “the village is going to be washed away. Every cistern, mikvah, jug is full. We're in a lake! Will you look outside? Will you listen to it? Can't you hear it?”
“You want me to pray for it to stop?” I asked.
“Yes,” said the Rabbi. “You prayed for it to start, didn't you?”
“I prayed for weeks as did everyone else,” I said. That was true. Then my thoughts returned to the terrible moment on the open slope. Father, stop this . . . send the rain. “Rabbi,” I said. “Whatever I prayed, it was the Lord Himself who sent the rain to us.”
“Well, that is so, most certainly, my son,” said the Rabbi soothingly, his hands out to clasp mine. “But will