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'Moochie Welch,' Arnie said. He looked at his father with calm eyes that were deeply circled and socketed for all their calmness. If the son had been shocked by the father's appearance, the father was also dully shocked by his son's to Michael, the boy's eyesockets looked nearly like a skull's vacant orbs in the failing light.

'The last name was Welch, yes'

'They would be in touch. I suppose. Mom doesn't know - that he might have been one of the guys that trashed Christine?'

'Not from me.'

I didn't tell her either. I'd be glad if she didn't find that out,' Arnie said.

'She may find it out eventually,' Michael said. 'In fact, she almost certainly will. She's an extremely intelligent woman, in case you've never noticed. But she won't find it out from me.'

Arnie nodded, then smiled humourlessly. "'Where were you last night?" Your trust is touching, Dad.'

Michael flushed, but his eyes didn't drop. 'Maybe if you'd been standing outside yourself these last couple of months,' he said, 'you'd understand why I asked.'

'What the hell does that mean?'

'You know damn well. It hardly even bears discussing anymore. We just go around and around the same old mulberry bush. Your entire life is jittering apart and you stand there and ask me what I'm talking about.'

Arnie laughed. It was a hard, contemptuous sound. Michael seemed to shrivel a little before it. 'Mom asked me if I was on drugs. Maybe you want to check that one out, too.' Arnie made as if to push up the sleeves of his warmup jacket. 'Want to check for needle-tracks?'

'I don't need to ask if you're on drugs,' Michael said. 'You're only on one I know of, and that's enough. It's that goddam car.'

Arnie turned as if to go, and Michael pulled him back.

'Get your hand off my arm.'

Michael dropped his hand. 'I wanted you to be aware,' he said. 'I no more think you'd kill someone than I think you could walk across the Symonds' swimming pool. But the police are going to question you, Arnie, and people can look surprised when the police turn up suddenly. To them, surprise can look like guilt.'

'All of this because some drunk ran over that shitter Welch?'

It wasn't like that,' Michael said. 'I got that much out of this fellow Junkins who called me up on the phone. Whoever killed the Welch boy ran him down and then backed over him and ran over him again and backed up again and - '

'Stop it,' Arnie said He suddenly looked sick and frightened, and Michael had much the same feeling Dennis had had on Thanksgiving evening: that in this tired unhappiness the real Arnie was suddenly close to the surface, perhaps reachable.

'It was incredibly brutal,' Michael said. 'That's what Junkins said. You see, it doesn't look like an accident at all. It looks like murder.'

'Murder,' Arnie said, dazed. 'No, I never - '

'What?' Michael asked sharply. He grabbed Arnie's jacket again. 'What did you say?'

Arnie looked at his father. His face was masklike again. 'I never thought it could be that,' he said. 'That's all I was going to say.'

'I just wanted you to know,' he said. 'They'll be looking for someone with a motive, no matter how thin. They know what happened to your car, and that the Welch boy might have been involved, or that you might think he was involved. Junkins may be around to talk to you.'

'I don't have anything to hide.'

'No, of course not,' Michael said. 'You'll miss your bus.'

'Yeah,' Arnie said. 'Gotta go.' But he stayed a moment longer, looking at his father.

Michael suddenly found himself thinking of Arnie's ninth birthday. He and his son had gone to the little zoo in Philly Plains, had eaten lunch out, and had finished the day by playing eighteen holes at the indoor miniature golf course on outer Basin Drive. That place had burned down in 1975. Regina had not been able to come, she had been flat on her back with bronchitis. The two of them had had a fine time. For Michael, that had been his son's best birthday, the one that symbolized for him above all others his son's sweet and uneventful