Circus of the Damned - Laurell K. Hamilton [10]
I had been stabbed, beaten, shot, strangled, and vampire-bit in the space of four months. There comes a point where you just have too many things happening too close together. I had battle fatigue.
I left a message on my judo instructor’s machine. I went twice a week at four o’clock, but I wasn’t going to make it today. Three hours of sleep just wouldn’t have been enough.
I dialed the number for Guilty Pleasures. It was a vampire strip joint. Chippendale’s with fangs. Jean-Claude owned and managed it. Jean-Claude’s voice came over the line, soft as silk, caressing down my spine even though I knew it was a recording. “You have reached Guilty Pleasures. I would love to make your darkest fantasy come true. Leave a message, and I will get back to you.”
I waited for the beep. “Jean-Claude, this is Anita Blake. I need to see you tonight. It’s important. Call me back with a time and place.” I gave him my home number, then hesitated, listening to the tape scratch. “Thanks.” I hung up, and that was that.
He’d either call back or he wouldn’t. He probably would. The question was, did I want him to? No. No, I didn’t, but for the police, for all those poor people who would die, I had to try. But for me personally, going to the Master was not a good idea.
Jean-Claude had marked me twice already. Two more marks and I would be his human servant. Did I mention that neither mark was voluntary? His servant for eternity. Didn’t sound like a good idea to me. He seemed to lust after my body, too, but that was secondary. I could have handled it if all he wanted was physical, but he was after my soul. That he could not have.
I had managed to avoid him for the last two months. Now I was willingly putting myself within reach again. Stupid. But I remembered the nameless man’s hair, soft and mingling with the still-green lawn. The fang marks, the paper-white skin, the fragility of his nude body covered with dew. There would be more bodies to look at, unless we were quick. And quick meant Jean-Claude.
Visions of vampire victims danced in my head. And every one of them was partially my fault, because I was too chickenshit to go see the Master. If I could stop the killings now, with just one dead, I’d risk my soul daily. Guilt is a wonderful motivator.
4
I WAS SWIMMING IN black water, strong smooth strokes. The moon hung huge and shining, making a silver pathway on the lake. There was a black fringe of trees. I was almost to shore. The water was so warm, warm as blood. In that moment I knew why the waters were black. It was blood. I was swimming in a lake of fresh, warm blood.
I woke instantly, gasping for breath. Eyes searching the darkness for . . . what? Something that had caressed my leg just before I woke. Something that lived in blood and darkness.
The phone shrilled, and I had to swallow a scream. I wasn’t usually this nervous. It was just a nightmare, dammit. Just a dream.
I fumbled for the receiver and managed, “Yeah.”
“Anita?” The voice sounded hesitant, as if its owner might hang up.
“Who is this?”
“It’s Willie, Willie McCoy.” Even as he said the name, the rhythm of the voice sounded familiar. The phone made it distant and charged with an electric hiss, but I recognized it.
“Willie, how are you?” The minute I said it, I wished I hadn’t. Willie was a vampire now; how okay could a dead man be?
“I’m doing real well.” His voice had a happy lilt to it. He was pleased that I asked.
I sighed. Truth was, I liked Willie. I wasn’t supposed to like vampires. Any vampire, not even if I’d known him when he was alive.
“How ya doing yourself?”
“Okay, what’s up?”
“Jean-Claude got your message. He says ta meet