Contempt - Alberto Moravia [37]
“You don’t seem, however, to be very enthusiastic.”
I replied, with a sufficient show of sincerity: “I am afraid it may not be my kind of film...it may be beyond my powers.”
“Why?” Battista seemed irritated now. “You’ve always said you wanted to work at a film of quality...and now that I give you the chance, you draw back.”
I tried to explain what I meant. “You see, Battista, I feel myself to be cut out chiefly for psychological films...whereas this one, as far as I understand, is to be a purely spectacular film...of the type, in fact, of the American films taken from Biblical subjects.”
This time Battista had no time to answer me, for Rheingold, in a wholly unexpected manner, broke in. “Signor Molteni,” he said, summoning back his usual half-moon smile on to his face, rather like an actor suddenly sticking on a pair of false mustaches; and leaning forward slightly, with an obsequious, almost fawning expression. “Signor Battista has expressed himself very well and has given a perfect picture of the film I intend to realize with his help. Signor Battista, however, was speaking as a producer, and was taking into account, more especially, the spectacular elements. But if you feel yourself cut out for psychological subjects, you ought, without any possible doubt, to do this film...because this film is neither more nor less than a film on the psychological relationship between Ulysses and Penelope...I intend to make a film about a man who loves his wife and is not loved in return.”
I was disconcerted by this, all the more so because Rheingold’s face, illuminated by his usual artificial smile, was very close to me and seemed to cut me off from any possible loophole of escape: I had to reply, and at once. And then, just as I was about to protest: “But it’s not true that Penelope does not love Ulysses,” the director’s phrase “a man who loves his wife and is not loved in return” brought me suddenly back to the problem of my relations with Emilia—the relations, precisely, of a man who loved his wife and was not loved in return; and, at the same time, through some mysterious association of ideas, it brought to the surface of my memory