Cowboy Casanova - Lorelei James [103]
Her lips tingled when he pulled back. His face was pure Dom. “I want you. Now. Bent over the table with that kitchen towel tyin’ your hands together behind your back.”
She tumbled backward into the counter. “No.”
“You don’t get to say no to me, sub.”
“I’m not your sub anymore, remember?”
Immediately Ben froze. He shoved his hands in his pockets and took two big steps back. “Have I mentioned how much I fucking hate that?”
Remind him he brought this on himself. Reset the boundaries and make this about business. “I sent your loan paperwork off today.”
“Find anything in my financials worth mentioning?” he asked tightly.
“You make a lot more off your furniture sideline than what I’d expected. So that’s on the plus side of getting loan approval, since it’s enough income to make the monthly payments.”
“Any idea on how long it’ll be before you know for sure?”
She shrugged. “Next week probably.”
Then he was invading her space again. “And then what, Ainsley?”
“What do you mean?”
“Our official business will be over. Can we pick up where we left off?”
“Oh, you mean us sneaking around? You bossing me around in private?” She shook her head. “That ship has sailed for us. Our month would’ve been up next week anyway.” Ainsley realized she’d literally let him back her into a corner. “Back off, Ben, or I will snap you in the crotch with this dishtowel.”
He put his hands up and looked at the towel twisted in her hands. “Fine. Sorry. But we will talk about it later.”
It was telling how comfortable they’d gotten with each other that no awkwardness lingered even after that exchange. She told him a few funny stores from her vagabond childhood. He told her about being raised with his McKay cousins. It was weirdly like they were on a first date. It was…nice. Normal. Relaxing.
Ben peered through the clear lid on the skillet. “That’s it? Two big cans of condensed vegetable beef soup, a cup of cream and plop a can of biscuits on top?”
“That’s it.” A tickle started in her nose and she reached for a tissue. She sneezed. Loudly. Three times in a row. “Maybe I’ll lay off the pepper next time.” She sniffled. “I forgot to ask if you wanted a beer.”
“Didn’t think you were a beer drinker.”
“I’m not. I bought it for you last week, in case you ever dropped over.”
He offered her a deeply dimpled smile. “I’ll drop over more often.”
Yes, please. And oddly enough, him cuffing her and ravishing her until she came screaming wasn’t the first scene that popped into her head.
And what does that say? That you’d be happy to have a dating-type relationship with this man?
Could they try it? She shot him a look from beneath lowered lashes. He’d said he’d be interested in dropping over for a beer. They’d cooked together. Watched TV together. They’d done…normal stuff. He’d asked where this relationship could go after their official loan business was behind them. He’d even backed off when she’d become more aggressive than usual. Could that be his way of hinting he wanted to try a plain old regular relationship with her but didn’t know how to go about it? Could they start simple? Start over?
That might work. She’d broach the subject and see how he responded.
After they’d eaten, she said, “So I’m thinking that we could be…friends.”
“Friends?” he repeated like it was some sort of disease.
“Sure. You have friends, don’t you?”
“Define friends.”
“You could come over here for dinner. I could go over to your place. We could kick back. Shoot some pool.” Crap. She shouldn’t have tossed that last one in. His expression was a heated reminder of how they’d used his pool table the last time.
“You haven’t said anything.”
“Because I don’t know what the fuck to say to that.”
The dryer buzzed.
Ainsley got his shirt and helped him put it on. She automatically started buttoning him up, like she’d often done. Something about redressing him was almost more intimate than undressing him. She focused on smoothing wrinkles from the cotton as an excuse not to look