Cowboy Casanova - Lorelei James [62]
“He left me tied there. For hours. In full view of anyone who walked up to the front door. It was his way of trying to cure me. To show me what I’d wanted him to do with me was sick and dangerous.”
“How long after that did you leave him?”
“I kicked him out the next week.”
“Good girl.” It was one of the hardest things Ben had done, ignoring the anger raging through him to concentrate on being what Ainsley needed now. Comfort her, but not coddle her. Return her focus to them. To this moment. To who they were to each other. Proving he’d never ever be that kind of man and she could trust him without hesitation.
Ainsley twitched when he hopped up on the table and crawled over her body on all fours. Strobe-like effects flashed throughout the room, distorting the shadows, which increased her look of fright. Needing to soothe her, Ben’s lips captured hers as a shard of lightning and thunder boomed above them.
She jerked so hard their teeth knocked together.
“Easy.”
“Sorry.”
Ben reclaimed her mouth in a passionate kiss, a duel of tongues, the constant glide of wet lips as they kept changing the angle of the kiss. Taking it deeper. Making it hotter. Kissing her for a good long time until she squirmed beneath him.
“The storm sets me on edge too.” He nuzzled her cheek. “There’s something raw about that power. Something that makes me wild.” Ben nipped her neck. “Do you feel it?”
“Your wildness? Yes. Your whole body vibrates with it.”
“Does it scare you?” He pulled back to look into her eyes.
“No.” Ainsley didn’t bother to hide her lust. “It excites me. You excite me.” Her hands moved over his shoulders and she scraped her fingernails down his back to his bare ass. “I know what you want, Bennett. Take it. Take me.”
Ben rose to his knees, primal need clawing at him. “Roll over and grab onto the edge.”
As she maneuvered herself into position, he shoved the pillow under her hips and snagged the lube. He scooted back and placed a kiss on each butt cheek. The pounding of his heart rivaled the sound of the driving rain. His hands shook as he removed the butt plug.
He added more lube to the stretched anal opening and coated his cock. He couldn’t watch the head of his cock breaching that tight pink pucker, but he could feel the mind blowing contraction of the muscle as pushed his shaft in without pause, until he was balls deep in that untried channel.
She reared up.
He pushed her flat to the table with his body, curling his hands around hers on the edge of the pool table. “Jesus. You’re so fucking tight.” His mouth brushed her ear. “It’ll get better.” He canted his pelvis, slid out a few inches and then back in.
“How do you know it’ll get better? Have you had a dick in your butt?” she demanded.
Several booms of thunder rattled the windowpanes.
Ben sank his teeth into the skin at the base of her neck, feeling her tremble beneath him. “And what if I said yes? Would you believe I wouldn’t put a sub through something I’m not willing to have done to me?”
“I’d say that’s not an answer.” She hissed when he withdrew, resting the cockhead just inside the opening.
“You’re bein’ kinda mouthy for a woman pinned to a pool table with her Dom’s cock filling her virgin ass.” Ben slammed back in fully.
Ainsley gasped.
“You said you wanted this. You said take me. That’s what I’m gonna do. Take you. My way.”
Her fingers tightened beneath his as she braced herself.
Ben started fucking her. Slowly. Steadily. Trying to keep as much of their skin in contact as possible with each stroke. Despite the chill in the room, he was sweating. He whispered, “You feel so goddamn good.”
The wind whistled and shrieked. Sheets of rain pelted the windows.
He withdrew and plunged in deep, aware of Ainsley’s changed breathing pattern. Aware of her conflicting feelings of agony and ecstasy. “You like this.”
No response except for a grunt.
“Admit this was another of your dirty fantasies. Bein’ made to enjoy havin’ a cock in your ass.”
“Yes, okay? Happy now?” She bucked against him, which shoved his cock deeper into her glove-tight channel.
Ben chuckled.