Crocodile on the Sandbank - Elizabeth Peters [103]
I watched them with the most thorough satisfaction I had ever felt in my life. I did not even wipe away the tears that rained down my face—although I began to think it was just as well Evelyn was leaving me. A few more weeks with her, and I should have turned into a rampageous sentimentalist.
“Thank goodness that is settled,” said Emerson. “It took long enough, heaven knows, and became sickeningly maudlin toward the end. Come, Walter, kiss your fiancée, and let us all go back to camp. I am hungry; I want my dinner.”
I don’t think Walter heard a word of this speech. It struck just the right note for me; I needed some vent for my overflowing emotions.
“No one would ever accuse you of being sentimental,” I said angrily. “Are you trying to suggest, you dreadful man, that you expected this development? Will you allow your brother to throw himself away on a penniless girl?”
“Not only penniless,” said Emerson cheerfully, “but ruined. Although why ‘ruined,’ I cannot make out; she seems to be quite undamaged in all meaningful respects. A capable artist will be a useful addition to the staff. And I shan’t have to pay her a salary—just think of the savings!”
“This is a trick.”
The voice spoke just behind me. I started, and turned. Incredible as it seems, I had quite forgotten Lucas.
His passions were under control; only the intense glitter of his eyes betrayed his feelings as, ignoring me, he walked up to Emerson.
“A trick,” he repeated. “You cannot mean to encourage this, Emerson. You don’t mean it.”
“Your lordship fails to understand my character,” said Emerson smoothly. “Who am I to stand in the path of true love? I honestly believe,” he added, looking intently at Lucas, “that this is the best of all possible arrangements for all of us. Don’t you agree, my lord?”
Lucas did not reply immediately. I felt a faint stir of pity for him as he struggled with his emotions. They were intense; I wondered if, after all, he did love Evelyn, as much as a man of his limited capacity was capable of love. And when he finally spoke, I had to admire his attitude.
“Perhaps you are right. Perhaps this is how it was meant to be. ‘There is a fatality that shapes our ends,’ as Shakespeare has put it….”
“If not precisely in those words,” Emerson agreed. “May I congratulate you, my lord, on behaving like a true British nobleman. Will you heap coals of fire on our heads by joining us in a toast to the engaged couple? Walter—come, Walter, wake up, Walter—”
He joggled his brother’s elbow. Walter raised his face from where it had been resting on Evelyn’s bowed head; he looked like a man waking from an ecstatic dream to find that the dream is reality.
Lucas hesitated for a moment, looking at Evelyn. She didn’t see him; she was gazing up into Walter’s face like an acolyte adoring a saint. Lucas shrugged, or perhaps he shivered; the movement rippled through his body and was gone.
“I am not so noble as that,” he said, with a faint smile. “Excuse me. I think I want to be alone for a while.”
“Off into the sunset,” said Emerson, as Lucas’s retreating form was silhouetted against the west. “How theatrical these young persons are! Thank God for our sober, middle-aged common sense, eh, Peabody?”
I watched Evelyn and Walter walk away. His arm was about her waist; her head still rested on his shoulder, and if he felt pain, where it pressed against the bullet wound, he showed no signs of it.
“Yes, indeed,” I replied sourly. “Thank God for it.”
11
I NEVER expected I would be concerned about Lucas, but as the hours passed and he did not return, I began to worry.
We had eaten one of the vilest dinners imaginable. It had been cooked by Abdullah; he explained that Lucas’s cook and the waiter who had accompanied us to camp that morning were not to be found. I found this alarming, but Emerson, who was in an inexplicably good mood, shrugged it away.
We were all sitting on the ledge together, watching the moon rise; but Emerson and I might as well have been