Cross - Ken Bruen [48]
Just what I needed, philosophy.
I asked, 'You're saying I should do nothing?'
He stood up, flexed his body in some sort of yoga movement.
'I'm saying, kill the sister.'
I'd hoped for some brilliant idea, some radical scheme that would solve everything and, in truth, let me off the hook. So I could walk away, go to America and have, if not a clear conscience, then at least some tiny measure of ease.
Wasn't going to happen.
I raised my hands in a futile gesture, meaning 'That's the best you can do?'
He reached in his pocket, took out a tube of pills and threw it to me.
'You'll be wanting these.'
I wanted to protest, get indignant, fling them back, exert some dignity, but I wanted the pills more.
'Thanks.'
He shrugged, asked, 'You want help?'
Did he mean with my growing addiction?
He said, 'You'll need to know where the enemy lives, and let's face it, I can do that better than you, I still have all my network.'
Ridge wasn't going to help me, and tramping around on me own, hoping to get lucky, that wasn't too smart, so I said, 'Yeah, I'd appreciate that.'
He smiled, actually a hint of warmth in this one.
'You don't like relying on people, do you, Jack?'
Not a whole lot of mileage in lying so I said, 'No. No, I don't.'
He moved over to a small press, rummaged in there, took out a CD, frowned at it, then said, 'And when I find them, and find them I will, you want me to come do the deed with you?'
The deed?
Before I could mouth some crap about needing to do this alone, he said, 'My sister was murdered, and you helped me. These . . . people . . . wiping out a whole family, I feel I could get some closure by blowing out their candle.'
I had to ask, 'Stewart, you do know what you're saying?'
He'd come to some decision on the CD.
'I always know what I'm saying – that's why I say so little.'
Deep.
I stood up, didn't know if I should shake his hand, seal the pact, but he was offering the CD.
'This is for you. You give me a cross, here's something similar back, though perhaps a bit easier to carry.'
It had a black cover, which was appropriate. The title was I've Got My Own Hell To Raise, by someone called Bettye LaVette.
I indicated the title, asked, 'Cryptic message to me?'
He was moving me towards the door, said, 'It's a CD. Not everything has significance.'
I gave him my mobile number and he said, 'You'll be hearing from me, so keep the hearing aid on.'
Yeah.
21
'When you eat, the meal is yourself.'
Zen saying
Ed O'Brien, the dog guy – the man who hired me to investigate the stolen canines – I felt I better make a report to him. What to tell him? That I'd hired an alkie ex-cop who ended up in the canal? That I was fairly sure a businessman named King was putting the dogs in tins and I'd set a psycho to burn the warehouse to the ground?
Some report.
Whatever else, I'd surely have his full attention.
He'd given me his address. It was in Newcastle Lower, right alongside the university, and the walk there is almost soothing. You can hear the roar of the students, the high-spirited laughter and the sheer buzz of life. I found the house without any bother, one of those ivy-covered jobs, you have to figure a professor of something serious lives there. A heavy iron gate and then a short walk to the main door. Large neglected garden. When you're rich, you can afford to do neglect, it adds to the allure. A sign on the door warned:
No salesmen
All I was pitching was trouble and strife. I rang the door, waited, and finally it was opened by O'Brien, dressed in one of those heavy Aran cardigans I thought only the Americans purchased, and brown corduroy pants that were misshapen to the point of ridicule. He had a heavy book in his hand.
He stared at me, said, 'Can't you read the sign?'
I knew it had been a time since he'd enlisted my help, but not that long.
I said, 'I'm Jack Taylor.'
The penny dropped and he took a moment, as if he was going to dismiss me, then he said, 'I suppose you'd better come in.'
Suppose?
I could tell this was going to be a beauty.
We entered a