Crown of Shadows - C. S. Friedman [93]
And then he reached the wall of limbs and he surged into it, knowing even as he did so that no human velocity could possibly overwhelm such an obstacle, that a realm which had been designed to overwhelm the great Gerald Tarrant could easily overcome a mere human like himself—
—running/falling/fearing into darkness darkness, running DESPAIR! and the great bird closes in, talons red, feathers white—andthe man with eyes of blue flame—and the wolveslspiderslsnakesl shadows/HUNTER!—
A hand grasped hold of his shoulder; he felt it distantly, like a thing from another world, as the terror of the Hunter’s victims reverberated through his flesh, drawing strength and solidity in each new second.
—facelike a ghost and hunger a palpable force that licks at her with an icy tongue—
He struggled to surface and failed. Struggled to define himself, to divide himself from the tsunami of pain and fear that surged through his brain, but the memories were too strong, too compelling ... too many. He was drowning in terror.
—faceof a monster-
Another hand grasped him, held him tightly.
—faceof a god, too dark and terrible to behold. She lies transfixed as he bends down over her, her heart pounding like a frightened animal’s... and then, suddenly, there is something besides fear in her. A rising heat, sharp and shameful, that makes her stretch back her throat as his shadow embraces her, baring it for the kill—
—secret, shameful thrill—
—power all around her, throbbing like a living thing, HIS power—
—raw and terrible and magnificent—
—ecstasy as flesh is tom from her bone, one last glorious moment in which she shares his pleasure and is willing to die for this terrible embrace—
With a gasp he surfaced long enough to see Rasya’s face just above his own, expression drawn and strained as if by some private agony. “Can you move?” it whispered. A dead hand grasped at his thigh as he nodded, and it sent him plummeting down into nightmare once more. But they were no longer cold dreams of horror and despair; this was a hot sea he sank into, fear transmuted into desire, horror made into beauty, resistance giving way to a blissful acquiescence. He could sense the real terror behind it, masked by Karril’s hedonistic illusions, but its edge had been blunted. Just enough, he thought, to give him a fighting chance.
Panting, he struggled to his feet. His groin was painfully swollen, and when an undead hand brushed against it from beneath he cried out, waves of pain and pleasure radiating out from that point in stunning, shameful confusion. He held onto Karril’s arm and let the demon guide him, accepting the transformed memories as they washed over him like a wave. Once, for a brief instant, his sight of the real world grew clear enough that he could study the land ahead of them, searching for some end to this trial. But the ground was covered in flesh as far as he could see, bodies